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05-10-2025, 06:52 AM
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Grief with distortion pedals.
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Blake looked up as she stepped into the fort, the light from the TV dancing across her face—soft, a little smudged from crying, hair pushed back behind her ears in a way that made his chest ache with something quiet and worshipful.
She looked like herself again. Not fixed. Not masked. Just here. And when she spoke, all rasp and sarcasm laced in the smallest thread of laughter, he grinned—crooked and low, the kind of grin that always came with a weight in his chest that felt suspiciously like falling in love again. He bumped her knee gently with his and replied, “Listen, I’ll have you know this fort is held together by at least two degrees of architectural genius and one very brave copy of Art Is Resistance.” She curled into his side like she’d never left it, and he let his arm slide around her shoulders without hesitation, tugging her close until her head found its way to the place between his neck and collarbone—her spot, the one carved out just for her. “Also,” he added, pressing a kiss to the crown of her head, “I thought we could Postmates something absurd. Like, celebratory-rejoining-the-living kind of absurd.” His hand found hers again, their fingers lacing instinctively as he leaned forward and snagged his phone from the pillow pile. “I’m talking warm cookies. Rainbow ice cream. Fried dumplings. All of the above. Let’s eat like gremlins who just got through the apocalypse and want to punish the world with joy.” He looked down at her, the light catching the softness returning to her face, and nudged her gently. “You in?” Because this was how he loved her. Not with demands. Not with fixes. But with blanket forts and candlelight and garlic-smelling rooms and ridiculous takeout at midnight. He pulled the comforter higher over both of them and let the cartoon start to play. “I’ve got you,” he said, almost absentmindedly, but with so much truth it cracked the silence open like morning. And he did. Always. |
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05-10-2025, 08:11 AM
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Southern Roots. Riot Soul.
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Willa didn’t answer right away.
She stayed exactly where she was—curled into him like gravity had planned it that way. Her favorite place in the world was right here, tucked into the crook of his neck, his hoodie soft against her cheek, the quiet thrum of his heartbeat a lullaby she didn’t know she needed until Blake became hers. When he leaned forward to grab his phone, she moved with him automatically. No pause. No thought. Like her body was already tuned to his. Like she’d been built to follow where he led—not blindly, but trustingly. Then came the nudge. She let out a quiet exhale—almost a sigh, but gentler—and finally shifted just enough to look up at him. Eyes still heavy, lips curved at the corner in that barely-there way she wore when her walls were low. And then she smiled for real—still tired, still sad, but anchored in the warmth only he could give. “I’m in,” she murmured. “But only if we also get those chocolate lava cakes from that place with the terrible name.” Her tone was playful-soft, familiar. A little cracked around the edges but shining through again. Because Blake? He took care of her like he knew. Like he felt it in his bones when she couldn’t say the words. Showed up with garlic noodles and that weird citrus soda she liked, built a crooked fort when most people would’ve panicked or backed off. She’d spent most of her life being the one who held it all together. Who carried her own weight, made her own lists, never let herself need anything. But with Blake? She could rest. She could ask for lava cake without guilt and be cradled like something sacred. And he’d never once made her feel like it was too much. She leaned in and kissed his jaw—quick, grateful. Then pulled back just enough to dig into the food he’d already brought, twirling a bite of garlicky noodles and letting the flavor settle on her tongue like relief. One sip of her drink followed. Then she shifted again, head finding his shoulder, body folding into his side with the kind of ease that said this is home. The cartoon flickered quietly on the screen in front of them, filling the fort with light and motion and soft background laughter. And Willa? She didn’t say another word. She didn’t have to. She was healing. |
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05-10-2025, 09:02 AM
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Grief with distortion pedals.
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Blake didn’t respond at first—not with words, anyway.
He just watched her. That soft, real smile. The way her voice found its way back to him—shaky, sure, a little cracked but full of her again. The way she said lava cake like it was a prayer and a dare in one breath. God, he loved her. Not in the loud, fireworks-and-stage-lights kind of way. In the blanket fort, garlic noodles, kiss-to-the-jaw way. In the I’ve got you when the silence is heavy way. In the you can fall apart and I’ll still be here in the morning kind of way. He pressed a hand to her thigh, a gentle squeeze, grounding and grateful. “Terrible name or not,” he murmured against her temple, “we’re getting two. Just in case the first one’s so good we momentarily forget how to share.” She laughed—quiet, real—and it was the best sound he’d heard all day. Blake pulled up the app, ordered the lava cakes and a completely unreasonable amount of dessert on top of it—gummies, cinnamon rolls, some kind of pastry she’d mock but eat anyway. Then he tossed his phone aside and focused back on her. Watched her twirl noodles like it was the first meal she’d ever truly tasted. Saw the way her shoulders had settled, just slightly, from where they’d been curled around invisible weight. He reached out and gently tucked a strand of her hair behind her ear. Didn’t say you’re strong for getting through today. Didn’t say I’m proud of you. He just rested his forehead against hers, breathed in with her. Matched her silence. Then, almost too soft to catch: “I’ll build you a fort every damn day if it means I get to keep this version of you. The one that knows she doesn’t have to do it all alone.” He kissed the corner of her mouth, then her temple. And when she settled back against him again, full of food and slow warmth and safety, he wrapped his arms around her tighter, tucked the blanket in more snugly, and let the cartoon carry them. They didn’t need to talk about tomorrow yet. Tonight, she was here. He was here. And that was everything. Blake glanced down at her—curled into his side, cheeks warm from food and safety, her eyes still a little puffy but softer now, steadier. He couldn’t stop looking at her. Not in a worried way. In that full-heart, god-you’re-here kind of way. So he shifted slightly, pulled his arm from around her shoulders… and dramatically plopped it over her head like a cape. “There,” he announced, voice low and theatrical, “you are now Queen of the Fort. Ruler of Pillow Mountain. Defender of Lava Cake.” He wiggled his brows when she tilted her head up at him, smirking faintly. “Your majesty,” he added with a solemn nod, “it is my duty to inform you that your people—meaning me—demand a royal decree. Perhaps… a silly face? A snort? A laugh? Anything to prove our queen still reigns.” When she didn’t respond right away—just blinked up at him, bemused and utterly unamused—he raised both hands and made the world’s worst attempt at shadow puppets on the inside of the blanket fort wall. “Behold,” he said gravely, “Sir Blob the Third, noble pigeon warrior, protector of the garlic noodles—” The shape was nonsensical, his voice exaggerated, and it was terrible. Perfectly terrible. “And this,” he added, changing the shape completely, “is a bear. Or a moose. Or maybe an existentialist potato—depends on the lighting.” Still nothing. Not at first. Then—finally—a quiet, unwilling snort. Blake looked at her, feigning offense. “Did Her Majesty just snort? In the royal court? Scandalous.” And when she finally cracked—smiling for real now, eyes closing briefly as her shoulders shook with quiet laughter—he let the act drop. Let his hand settle gently against her cheek. “There she is,” he whispered. Then, softly: “You’ve got the best smile in the universe, you know that?” He leaned in, forehead bumping hers. “And I’ll act like a pigeon for the rest of my life if it means I get to see it every day.” |
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05-10-2025, 09:51 AM
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Southern Roots. Riot Soul.
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Willa blinked, slow and glassy-eyed, and for a moment—just one—she was suspended between two tides. The one that had swallowed her whole earlier, all fog and silence and shadowed weight… and the one she was in now. The one Blake had pulled her into with nothing but his patience, his arms, his warmth, and his absolutely heinous pigeon impression.
And God help her, she loved him. Loved the way he never demanded her joy. Just waited for it. Coaxed it back gently with laughter and lava cake and the quiet conviction that she was allowed to break and be held anyway. Loved that he’d learned her soft spots without asking—like the pigeons. Sweet, misunderstood creatures, discarded by humans and then hated for surviving. He remembered. He always remembered. She stared at him—this man who would wrap her in blanket capes and crown her with garlic noodles and make shadow puppets that looked like philosophical root vegetables—until her heart couldn’t hold it all in anymore. If she had any tears left, she might’ve cried again. Not from sadness. From everything else. The joy. The safety. The sheer awe of being loved like this. She reached for him slowly, fingers grazing his jaw as she leaned in, her touch reverent—like she needed to feel the shape of him just to believe he was real. Then she kissed him. Soft. Slow. Full of the kind of love that didn’t rush. The kind that held. Her nose brushed his. Her breath trembled against his lips. And when she finally pulled back, her voice was barely more than a breath: “God, I love you.” Her thumb traced the edge of his cheekbone. “And not just because you’d risk death by lava cake for me.” She smiled again—smaller this time, a little choked up but clearer than before. “You make it okay to come back to myself. Even when I forget how.” She leaned into his side again, letting her head fall gently against his shoulder. The cartoon carried on in the background, bright and ridiculous, but she wasn’t watching. She was here. Safe. Seen. Held. And still quietly, fiercely in love with the boy who made terrible pigeons out of shadow and still managed to save her life with them. |
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05-10-2025, 10:55 AM
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Grief with distortion pedals.
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Blake didn’t speak right away.
Couldn’t. Because for a moment—just one—he was the one blinking slow, glassy-eyed, caught between the sheer gravity of her words and the way her thumb was still brushing over his cheek like it was the only map she trusted. God, I love you. He felt it all at once—like sunlight through stained glass. Shattering. Warming. Making every fractured piece inside him glow. And when she tucked herself against his shoulder again, when her voice melted back into the quiet, he turned just enough to press a kiss to the top of her head. Soft. Steady. Right where the storm used to live. Then, his voice—low, wrapped in breath and wonder: “You always come back, Wills.” His hand found hers under the blanket, fingers lacing like muscle memory. “And if you ever forget the way… I’ll build forts on every corner of the damn map until you do.” He nuzzled her temple once, a slow smile tugging at his mouth. “And for the record—if death by lava cake is how I go, I want that on my tombstone. Here lies Blake Maddox. Died doing what he loved: loving the hell out of her.” The smile she gave him in return? It undid him. Completely. So he whispered it. Finally. “I love you too.” Then he tucked the blanket higher, pulled her impossibly closer, and let the cartoon flicker on as the night settled soft around them—two hearts, stitched back together, resting in the glow of the world they’d built with nothing but crooked forts, ugly puppets, and a love that didn’t flinch. |
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05-10-2025, 11:36 AM
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Southern Roots. Riot Soul.
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Willa didn’t try to fight the smile that bloomed on her face.
Didn’t try to quiet it or shrink from it like she used to when joy felt like it had to be earned. Because this—the way Blake looked at her after she said I love you, the way his voice cracked on you always come back, the way he’d claim lava cake martyrdom in her honor—this was the kind of moment that deserved her smile. It felt like light cutting through fog. Unapologetic. Unbreakable. Just like him. Her guiding light. They didn’t talk much after that. Didn’t need to. The cartoon played on, bright and absurd in the best way, casting colors across the blanket walls like moving stained glass. They stayed curled together, her head tucked against his chest, his arm around her like the world didn’t exist beyond the soft pulse of laughter and noodles and flickering animation. Now and then, he’d make a dumb comment about the cartoon—something about the squirrel having main character energy or how the villain reminded him of her grumpy barista phase. She’d snort softly in response, not always replying, but the laugh would sneak out anyway. Real and reluctant. The best kind. They picked at more food, trading bites and letting the garlic comfort linger. But they both saved space—knew what was coming. By the time the knock came, Willa was stretched out on her side with her head in his lap, legs tucked under a blanket, his fingers lazily carding through her hair in slow, rhythmic sweeps that made her eyelids droop between scenes. It was mindless and perfect and the most safe she’d felt all day. The knock made her groan softly—but she smiled again, eyes still closed. “I’ve got it,” she murmured, reluctantly peeling herself away from him. His hand lingered in her hair for a second longer, as if letting go meant more now. She padded to the door, sleeves dangling past her hands again, hair a tangle of sleep and healing. She opened it, accepted the lava cakes with a quiet thank-you, and returned to the fort with reverence—like she was carrying treasure. And in a way, she was. She crawled back into their little world, setting the cakes between them with a theatrical flourish. “Your death wish has arrived, Sir Maddox,” she said, her voice still low, still soft—but with more of her in it now. She didn’t need to say thank you again. She didn’t need to explain how much this meant. Because the smile she wore—undeniable, unguarded, hers—said it all. |
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05-10-2025, 12:09 PM
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Grief with distortion pedals.
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Blake looked at her like she was the lava cake.
Like she’d just walked back into the blanket fort with gold dust in her hair and holy fire in her hands. Like the hoodie hanging off her shoulders and the sleepy warmth in her eyes were enough to level every fortress he’d ever built around his own heart. He sat up straighter, legs folding beneath him, hands reaching out with exaggerated care as she placed the box between them like it was something ancient and sacred. “Truly,” he said solemnly, “a fitting end for a man of such noble and dramatic taste.” Then, a pause. And softer—less show, more Blake: “You look better.” He said it like a secret, not a statement. Like he didn’t want to jinx the way her eyes looked brighter now, or how her lips weren’t pinched the way they had been earlier. Like he saw her—the her that was still bruised around the edges but blooming anyway—and couldn’t help but marvel at it. At her. As she settled beside him again, he opened the box with a reverent hum. The scent of warm chocolate hit like a drug. Melty, gooey, ridiculous perfection. Blake dipped a spoon into one of the cakes, twirled it once for drama, and held it out to her with a perfectly arched brow. “Your highness,” he murmured. “First bite.” She rolled her eyes, but her smile gave her away. And when she leaned forward and took it—slow, savoring, a little dramatic herself—Blake watched her like he was watching the sun come up. Because she was still here. Still her. And the smile she gave him, sticky-sweet and sleep-heavy and full of the kind of affection that couldn’t be bought or begged for, was the best goddamn thing he’d ever earned. He took his own bite next, made a ridiculous noise of approval, then tipped his head against hers as they shared the rest—passing the spoon back and forth, sugar and silence and stolen glances carrying them through. No music. No noise. Just the weight of the fort, the glow of the screen, and the girl who kept coming back to him. Every time. And he’d be right here—waiting. Holding the spoon. And her. Always. |
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05-10-2025, 12:33 PM
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Southern Roots. Riot Soul.
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Willa let her head rest against his shoulder again, their empty dessert box discarded somewhere in the pillow pile. The cartoon flickered on, forgotten but comforting, a low hum of color and nonsense that filled the space without pressing in.
She felt full—not just from the lava cake (though that had been divine)—but from him. From everything he’d done without asking for credit. From the fort, the food, the way he didn’t try to drag her out of the dark but sat beside her until she could crawl toward the light on her own. Only—she hadn’t been alone. And that mattered. More than she could say. Blake had this way of loving her that was quiet and unwavering, like gravity. Not flashy. Not loud. Just true. And it made all the difference. He deserved more than she could ever put into words. But maybe she could start by giving some of the night back to him. She tipped her head, cheek brushing his shoulder, voice soft. “I never asked how your day was.” It came out tentative, like she was stretching a muscle she hadn’t used in hours—but also genuine. She meant it. Because she cared. Because he mattered. Because he was her favorite person in the entire goddamn world. Her fingers found his under the blanket again, brushing lightly over his knuckles, thumb tracing idle circles. It was her way of saying I’m here again. I can hold some of your weight now too. “I mean,” she added, lips curling slightly, “I kind of hijacked the whole night with my doom spiral, so… tell me something about you. What did you do? What did you see? Who did you make fun of?” She smiled, soft but steady. Real. Because she was still bruised around the edges. But she was back. And more than anything, she wanted to hear about the man who’d helped her find her way again—one small kindness at a time. |
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05-10-2025, 12:52 PM
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Grief with distortion pedals.
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Blake tilted his head just slightly, cheek brushing against the top of hers, and for a long moment, he didn’t answer. Not because he didn’t have anything to say—but because her voice—that voice—was back. Soft and sleepy, but present. Anchored.
She was still here. He smiled, quiet and crooked, his thumb tracing the back of her hand in lazy figure eights beneath the blanket. “My day?” he echoed, voice low. “Well… I got rained on twice, misread a street sign in Icelandic and nearly ended up in someone’s backyard, and stood behind a tourist for ten minutes who thought a pigeon was a rare arctic hawk.” A beat. Her shoulder trembled just slightly against his in silent laughter. “And I was gonna complain about all of it. I really was,” he added, lips brushing her hairline. “But then I walked in here. And you were in my hoodie. And the second I held you, it just… didn’t matter anymore.” He turned a little, just enough to see her face, to watch the way her eyes caught the cartoon light and reflected it back like glass that had stopped fogging. “My day’s better now,” he said simply. “Because I have you in my arms.” No performance. No poetry. Just truth. His fingers squeezed hers once under the blanket. “You don’t have to give me anything back, Wills,” he added, his voice soft. “You’re here. You’re breathing. You smiled at my pigeon shadow puppet. That’s more than enough.” Then—like it cost him nothing, because it didn’t—he kissed her forehead and leaned back again, letting her settle into him with all the comfort she gave and never asked for. “Although,” he added lightly, a teasing smirk tugging at his lips, “if you really want to return the favor, I wouldn’t say no to you brushing my hair while I pretend not to care.” His eyes slid toward her, amused, adoring. “But only if you call me Sir Maddox, Ruler of Pillow Kingdom.” Because she was back. And Blake would take every inch of her—tender, tired, whole or not. And love her through every single version. |
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05-10-2025, 01:11 PM
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Southern Roots. Riot Soul.
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Willa let out a quiet hum, almost a purr, as she nestled closer into his side—cheek pressed to the slope of his chest where his voice rumbled through bone and muscle and heartbeat like a low, grounding song. She felt each word more than she heard it, the vibration soft and steady beneath her skin, and it tethered her in a way nothing else could.
Not even her own breath had kept her steady like this. She smiled faintly as he recounted his misadventures, his tone just dry enough to make her chest hitch with silent laughter. A rare arctic hawk. God, he was ridiculous. And perfect. And hers. The laugh was brief, but real. And when he said I have you in my arms, she didn’t respond. She just turned her face in slightly, tucked herself even closer, like that was the only answer worth giving. But when he brought up brushing his hair? She perked up. Not dramatically—she was still tired, still soft—but there was a distinct lift in the way she blinked and turned her face toward him, her smile stretching just a little wider, her brow quirking. A spark. Something about brushing his hair had always gotten her. Maybe it was how rare it was for him to let anyone touch him with that kind of tenderness. Or maybe it was how he melted into it, even when he pretended not to care. Or maybe it was just the way it felt—quiet, close, intimate. Willa shifted to sit up, dragging the blanket with her like a queen with her train. “Well,” she said with mock solemnity, “Sir Maddox, Ruler of Pillow Kingdom, it would be my honor to serve the court in such a sacred ritual.” She smirked down at him, eyes warmer now. “Especially since your pillow kingdom is, frankly, the coziest thing I’ve ever laid siege to.” Then she leaned down—just for a second—and kissed the tip of his nose. Soft. Sweet. Playful. She pushed off the blanket, standing slowly and stretching just enough to make her bones crack before shuffling toward the bathroom, voice trailing behind her: “Stay right there, your majesty. I’ll return with the royal brush.” And for the first time all day, her steps didn’t feel heavy. They felt light. |
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