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05-29-2025, 12:15 AM
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born with a broken heart
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He didn’t speak, not right away.
Didn’t need to. Lilith’s silence said enough—and he heard all of it. Felt it in the way she moved, in the slow surrender of her body curling into his like it had always belonged there. Like maybe the universe had carved out this exact space for them—her in his shirt, him beneath her cheek, hearts tangled somewhere between a ridiculous movie and a sacred kind of stillness. His arm tightened around her. Protective. Anchored. Worshipful. Because that’s what this was now, wasn’t it? Not just love. Reverence. “Jesus,” he murmured, voice a rough whisper against her hair. “You come into my life like a hurricane with lip gloss and scars, and somehow I end up the one on my knees every damn day.” His hand traced slow lines across her back, his fingers learning her rhythm like a favorite song. “I mean it,” he added, quieter now. “If this is you ruined—ruined for the world, for anything that isn’t us—then I hope I never stop wrecking you.” He felt her smile against his chest. That sleepy, secret kind of smile that only came after the chaos had quieted. “And just for the record?” he said, brushing his lips against the top of her head. “You’ve ruined me, too.” A pause. Then he turned his face toward the ceiling and muttered, “I’m out here getting emotionally destroyed by a woman in my cat headband while a goat prince fights for honor on TV. What the hell is my life?” But he was grinning now. Grinning because her thigh was hooked over his, and her hand was resting against his stomach like it had a claim there. Because her breath was steady again. Because he’d watched her fall apart and still choose him in the aftermath. “You’re my favorite thing,” he said, softer this time, like a prayer he didn’t expect her to catch. But he knew she heard it. And when she kissed his collarbone again, slower this time, deliberate—he knew she meant it too. They didn’t need anything else tonight. Not grand declarations. Not answers. Just this. Breath to breath. Kiss to kiss. Safe, and seen, and completely theirs. |
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05-29-2025, 12:38 AM
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Built from sin and stardust
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Lilith smiled against his skin—soft at first, like a secret blooming.
That kind of smile you only gave someone who’d seen the worst in you and still reached for your hand after. Someone who didn’t flinch when the storm hit. Who stayed. Held. Loved you like worship, even when you forgot how to love yourself. Her fingers curled a little tighter at the hem of his shirt, as if holding onto him could slow the spin of the world. “You’re dangerous when you talk like that,” she whispered, voice low and sweet, all slow sugar and velvet smoke. “Ruining me. Revering me. Giving me everything I’ve never let myself want.” She lifted her head, just slightly, eyes catching the glow of the TV, but fixed only on him. “And you’re making it really hard not to climb on top of you and show you what else you’ve ruined me for.” There was a glint in her eye now—flirtatious, fire-dipped, the kind of sultry that started slow and ended with worship. But beneath it, the softness stayed. The awe. The unbearable truth of how much she felt for him. She leaned in again, lips brushing the edge of his jaw. “But I’ll behave,” she added sweetly, pressing a kiss just below his ear. “For now.” Then she curled back into his side, cheek against his chest once more, thigh still tangled over his. She exhaled like the world had finally let her rest. “I don’t need anything else,” she murmured. “Not the fame, not the noise, not even the perfect skin this serum promises me.” Her thumb brushed his ribs. “I just want this.” And then, even softer: “You. A dumb cartoon. And your heart beating underneath me like it knows exactly where I belong.” The goat prince let out a dramatic scream in the background. Lilith giggled. Light, lovely, hers. Then tilted her chin up just enough to kiss his jaw again. And God, was she gone for him. A little sweet. A little sinful. And completely in love. |
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05-29-2025, 12:44 AM
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born with a broken heart
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He laughed—low and wrecked and absolutely hers.
Not the kind of laugh that filled a room. The kind that slipped out like breath, like prayer, like God, what did I ever do to deserve this. “Lilith Valentine,” he murmured, voice all gravel and awe, “you’re gonna be the death of me.” He tilted his head just enough to meet her kiss, catching it with the corner of his mouth like it was instinct now—like breathing. Like needing her in ways that didn’t come with language. His hand slid down her back, fingertips tracing slow over the curve of her spine, worshipful even in its laziness. “You think I don’t want you to climb on top of me?” he asked, teasing, but there was heat under it—real heat, the kind that built slow and smoldered. “You think I’m not two seconds from forgetting the goat prince and ruining you right back?” A pause, then softer—his lips near her temple now, his voice a promise wrapped in velvet. “But I won’t. Not yet. Because I know what this is.” He pulled her in tighter. “This is the part where I get to hold you. Where you let me. Where we forget the world’s sharp edges and just—breathe.” She was curled into him like she belonged there. And fuck, she did. He looked down at her—this wild, soft, chaos-drenched miracle of a woman who kept handing him the most breakable pieces of herself and trusting he wouldn’t flinch. And he didn’t. He just pressed a kiss into her hair. “I don’t want anything else either,” he whispered. “Just you. In my arms. Laughing at cartoon chaos with your thigh over mine and my shirt on your skin.” He paused. “Actually—maybe the bunny ears, too.” And there it was again. That stupid, too-soft grin he only ever wore around her. Because love didn’t need ceremony. Just her heartbeat. Just this breath. Just them. |
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05-29-2025, 12:54 AM
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#74 |
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Built from sin and stardust
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Lilith felt it.
Every word. Every inch of his voice where reverence lived now—warm and low and laced with that sacred kind of softness she still didn’t know how to deserve, but God, did she want to try. For him. She smiled against his chest, cheek pressing into the warmth of his skin like it could soak her clean. Like maybe if she stayed there long enough, all the noise she carried would finally hush. “You know,” she whispered, lips brushing his collarbone, “for someone who keeps threatening to be ruined, you’re very good at saving me.” She looked up at him, eyes glassy but steady now, full of that kind of love that lingered in her throat like a melody—sweet and aching and too big for her chest. One of her hands slid up his stomach, slow and idle beneath the hem of his shirt, fingertips tracing the place his heart lived. “You make it so easy to stay soft,” she breathed. “Even when the world tries to make me anything but.” She tilted her head, the corners of her mouth curling—not into a smirk, not into something sly, but into something honest. Something open. “I don’t know how you do it. How you make all the broken pieces inside me want to fit again. Want to glow.” Her hand settled over his heart. “Every time you look at me like this… I believe it a little more.” Then, with a breath that felt like surrender, she nestled back into him—his arms already waiting, the safety she never thought she’d find wrapped around her like a second skin. Her voice was almost a murmur now, barely louder than the flicker of the television and the goat prince wailing dramatically in the background. “I think I could stay here forever.” A pause. A heartbeat. “Even if you do look ridiculous in that headband.” But her smile was adoring. Her kiss, slow and certain, pressed just under his jaw with the gentleness of someone who didn’t need to rush anymore. She didn’t need saving tonight. Just him. Just this. And God, wasn’t that enough. |
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05-29-2025, 12:55 AM
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born with a broken heart
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He didn’t speak right away.
Didn’t need to. Not with her like this—soft and still and undone in the kind of way that made him want to worship every breath she took. Her words lingered in the air like jasmine, like after-rain, like something sacred—and he let them settle. Let her settle, chest rising slow beneath her cheek like his heart was keeping time with hers. His hand found the small of her back, fingers splayed warm and wide, grounding her. Holding her. “Lilith,” he murmured, voice rough with everything he felt, “you glow even when you break.” He kissed the top of her head. Let his lips linger there. Let her feel it. “And I’d spend every lifetime helping you believe that.” His other hand traced the length of her arm, slow and reverent, like she was something holy and he was still learning how to pray. “You don’t need to be anything but this,” he whispered. “Not for me. Not for anyone. You show up with your scars and your softness and your fire, and I get to love all of it. That’s not saving you, Lil. That’s just… being lucky enough to witness you.” He breathed in, jaw brushing her temple. “And if that makes me ridiculous in a pink cat headband? Then so be it.” He felt her laugh against his chest—quiet, melted, home. Nico smiled. “Hell, I’ll wear it every night if it means I get to keep this. You. This moment.” He pulled back just enough to meet her gaze again—so close, so wide open it ached. “I don’t want forever if it’s not with you.” Then he kissed her. Not urgent. Not greedy. Just full. Full of every vow he didn’t need words to make. And when he pulled away, forehead pressed to hers, he whispered, “You were never broken. Just waiting for someone to love you in all the places no one else dared.” His thumb brushed beneath her eye. Then her jaw. Then back to the spot over her heart. Mine, his touch said. And the rest? The world, the noise, the chaos? Could wait. |
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05-29-2025, 01:05 AM
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#76 |
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Built from sin and stardust
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Lilith didn’t blink.
Didn’t breathe. Not until the heat behind her eyes tipped over and the air in her lungs turned to something heavier. Something softer. Something his. Because God, how did he always know the exact shape of her? The exact place where her fear lived and her hope whispered? How did he find the parts of her no one had dared to look at—and love them like they were starlight instead of scar tissue? Her throat tightened. Her fingers curled into his shirt. She looked at him—really looked—and all the walls she used to build with lip gloss and bravado and impossible posture fell like they’d never mattered in the first place. "You say things like that," she whispered, voice low and shaky and reverent, "and I forget how to be afraid." She smiled then. Barely. But it was real. Tired and beautiful and so full of him it made her glow from the inside out. "I spent so long learning how to protect myself, Nico. From people. From the world. From the mirror." Her fingertips slid up to touch his cheek, gentle as breath. "But you… you never asked me to put the armor down. You just held me while it rusted." She tilted her face up. Kissed him like she meant it. Like her soul had finally stopped flinching. And when she pulled back, eyes shining, voice steadier now, she murmured— “You’re not ridiculous in that headband, by the way.” A pause. “You’re mine.” She curled into him again, her smile tucked against his throat, arms wrapped around his ribs like he was the last warm thing in the world. And maybe he was. Because in this moment—bare-faced, love-drunk, tangled up in something neither of them had words big enough to name—Lilith Valentine didn’t feel broken. She felt chosen. And finally, finally, she believed that was enough. The movie kept playing. Some dramatic monologue about friendship and fate and fantasy echoed from the TV, but it was background now. Just noise compared to the sacred stillness between them. Nico's hand never stopped moving—soft strokes against her spine like a rhythm only she could hear. She melted under it, breath steady, body warm, her world narrowed down to skin and voice and the impossible calm of being truly, finally loved. After a long moment, she whispered into his chest, quieter than before, like it was something private meant for the dark: “I think I’m going to be better because of you.” Not fixed. Not perfect. But better. She let the silence stretch again, full of unspoken things. And then, with a smirk curled against his throat, she added, “But I’m still putting the bunny ears on you next time.” She felt him laugh, low and wrecked and perfect. And just like that, the ache inside her didn’t ache so much anymore. Because home wasn’t a place. It was this. Him. Here. Always. |
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05-29-2025, 02:53 PM
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#77 |
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born with a broken heart
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He felt it the second her body softened—that melting only she could do. The kind that made his heart ache in the best way. Like holding a miracle in his arms and realizing it trusted him not to break.
She curled into him like she belonged there. Because she did. And fuck, he was gone for her. He tucked her even closer, hand smoothing down her spine, lips brushing her hair as he whispered like they were the only two people on Earth. “Then I’m yours,” he murmured, voice husky with emotion, “every dumb, smitten, skincare-obsessed inch of me.” A beat. He nuzzled into her hair, catching the faint scent of rosewater and sleep and her. “Even the part wearing cat ears like a champ.” He felt her giggle—actually giggle—and it lit him up from the inside out. Like sunshine pouring into places he hadn’t even realized were cold. And God, she looked so soft right now. Cheek against his chest, hair mussed from their pillow and the storm before it. The corner of his shirt riding up her thigh. The way her fingers curled instinctively in his—tight, trusting, tethered. “I used to think peace was something other people got,” he said quietly, “like a gift you had to be born good enough to deserve.” He tilted her chin gently so he could see her eyes. “But you? You are peace, Lilith. And you make me want to be better just by breathing next to me.” He kissed her nose. Then her forehead. Then the top of her cheekbone, like he couldn’t quite stop. And when she whispered she was going to be better because of him? He pressed their foreheads together, thumb tracing the apple of her cheek, heart wide open. “You already are,” he said, voice catching. “You just needed someone to see it.” A pause. A smile tugged at his lips—soft and boyish and so full of love it hurt a little. “And, by the way? If the bunny ears match the sheet mask, I think we owe it to the world to do a couples selfie.” He grinned wider when she groaned-laughed into his neck. “But only if we wear the under-eye patches shaped like little stars. And we toast with juice boxes.” He held her as the goat prince shrieked about eternal friendship in the background, like the universe itself was in on the joke now. His arm slipped fully around her waist, anchoring her to him like muscle memory. “Stay here forever,” he whispered into her hair. “I’ll bring snacks and stupid cartoons and the kind of love that makes your bad days blink first.” And in the quiet that followed, where her breath slowed and the world stopped spinning— He kissed her again. Like a vow. Because she wasn’t just his. She was everything. And God, he’d wear cat ears and bunny masks and a damn tutu if it meant making her laugh like that for the rest of his life. |
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05-29-2025, 04:33 PM
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#78 |
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Built from sin and stardust
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Lilith didn’t speak right away.
She just breathed. Let the words sink into her skin like lotion she didn’t want to wash off—warm and soft and soul-deep. Let his voice fill the spaces no one else had ever reached. Her fingers tightened around his, curling like they were afraid to let go, even in sleep. But there was no fear anymore. Not here. Not with him. She smiled against his chest, cheek nestled just over his heartbeat. It sounded different now—slower, steadier. Like her own had started syncing with it. “I think,” she whispered, voice warm and slow, “you just gave me a thousand new reasons to love you.” She tilted her head, just enough to brush her lips across his collarbone. Then let them linger there. And God, she didn’t feel broken. She felt whole. Safe in his arms, barefaced and beautiful, skin glowing from serums and love. Hair a soft mess, shirt still riding high on her thigh, legs tangled with his like gravity knew where she belonged. “Even with the cat ears,” she added, her voice carrying that signature Lilith rasp—playful, sultry, still soaked in affection. “Especially with the cat ears.” They shifted slightly on the bed, adjusting without really moving—his arm tugging her closer, her thigh slipping deeper over his hips, like their bodies had already decided on forever and were just waiting for their minds to catch up. She tucked her face into his neck. “I want all of it,” she murmured. “The cartoons. The chaos. Your dumb little juice box toasts and the bunny ear selfies we’ll never post.” A breath. Softer now. “Just don’t ever stop holding me like this.” The goat prince declared some ridiculous oath in the background, his animated voice rising with dramatic flair. Lilith snorted quietly, kissed Nico’s neck once more, then finally relaxed all the way. Her breathing slowed. Her muscles uncoiled. Her heart stopped guarding itself. They lay there in a tangle of limbs and blankets, steam still faint in the air, the soft hum of the screen flickering across the room. His fingertips kept tracing the same slow path up and down her spine, and hers stayed resting just over his heart—like a lock and a key finally lined up. Minutes passed. And when sleep finally came, it wasn’t an escape. It was a landing. Because with Nico beside her—body warm, love louder than anything her ghosts could say— Lilith Valentine had never felt more at home. |
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05-30-2025, 09:23 PM
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Built from sin and stardust
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The room was quiet.
Too quiet. The kind of hush that settled over everything after midnight—velvet-thick and full of the ghosts of dreams she hadn’t had yet. Lilith blinked up at the ceiling, the silk sheets warm against her skin, the heat of Nico's body still lingering where he'd draped himself around her earlier. Now, his breath was slow and steady behind her, lips parted slightly, one arm flung out across the bed like he’d tried to follow her in his sleep. But she was wide awake. Restless. Not in a way she could explain—just wired, her thoughts humming like low static behind her eyes. She needed air. Movement. Moonlight. She slipped out of bed with practiced ease, careful not to wake him. His hand twitched once as she moved, but he didn’t stir. Crossing the bedroom barefoot, she paused at the table by the terrace doors. The bouquet was still there. Dark peonies. Shadowed roses. Strange little wild blooms she couldn't name but couldn't stop smelling. Nico had given them to her three nights ago after an argument she’d tried to laugh off—an apology disguised as art. They still looked perfect, like they belonged to the night. She leaned in, breathing them in—deep and spiced and a little feral. For when you forget you’re art, too. That’s what the note had said. She hadn’t forgotten tonight. Not entirely. But it helped to be reminded. Grabbing the sheer black robe from the back of the chair, she wrapped it loosely around her body and stepped outside. The air was cool and still. Moonlight spilled across the terrace like silver wine, pooling on the stones and dancing over the dark water of the pool below. The city lights in the distance were distant and soft, blurred at the edges like someone had smudged the skyline with their thumb. Lilith sank onto the lounge chair closest to the edge of the pool, pulling her knees up and hugging them loosely. The robe slipped off one shoulder, but she didn’t fix it. She just… existed. Bathed in quiet and silver. Letting her thoughts wander. Letting the hush wrap around her like Nico’s voice had earlier—low and reverent and ruinous in the best way. She stayed like that for a while. Just breathing. Just being. And then— Without thinking, without ceremony— She stood. Slid the robe from her shoulders. Let it pool at her feet like smoke. The moonlight touched her skin like it missed her. Cool and familiar, casting her in glow and shadow as she stepped to the edge of the pool. The water was still, waiting, expectant. She slipped in without a sound. Let herself sink, then float—arms outstretched, hair fanning around her like ink in water. And for the first time that night, she exhaled. The kind of exhale that felt like shedding the last pieces of the storm. If Nico woke and found her gone, she knew he’d come. And when he did, she wouldn’t say a word. She’d just turn in the water—bare, soft, moonlit—and let him see her. The version no one else got. The version that only bloomed after midnight. |
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05-30-2025, 09:27 PM
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#80 |
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born with a broken heart
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The bed was too cold.
Nico stirred slowly, blinking into the shadows as sleep slipped from his shoulders like smoke. The first thing he registered was absence. The soft indent of her body still warm beside him, but empty. A shape undone. The sheets whispering secrets where her skin used to be. He sat up, bare chest rising and falling with a breath that already knew where she’d gone. Lilith didn’t vanish. She drifted. When the night got too loud inside her skin, she didn’t fight it—she followed it. Quiet as a question. Tender as breath. She let the dark carry her where it needed to, like moonlight on water. And Nico? He always followed. Padding across the room, he found the robe first—sheer black silk, slung over the back of the lounge chair like a lover too tired to stay dressed. Beyond that, the night air curled around the terrace like an invitation. The scent of her still clung to it—jasmine and wild roses and something honeyed beneath it all. Something that always unraveled him. Then he saw her. Floating. Weightless in the pool, bathed in silver and silence. His breath caught. God. She looked like she belonged to the stars. Like a wish the sky never wanted to give back. Hair fanned out like ink around her, skin kissed by moonlight, face turned toward the heavens with an expression that made his ribs ache. He didn’t speak. Didn’t want to disturb it—this moment she’d carved for herself in the hush between heartbeats. He just stepped closer, bare feet brushing the cold stone, hands slipping into the pockets of his pajama pants like maybe they could stop him from worshipping her out loud. But she turned. Of course she did. Some part of her always knew when he was near. And when her eyes met his—wet lashes, soft mouth, the quiet calm of someone who’d finally remembered how to breathe—he swore something holy pressed against his throat. He moved without thinking. Dropped his shirt to the ground. Stepped to the edge of the pool and into it without pause. The water embraced him, warm and still. Lilith didn’t move away. She simply opened—arms, body, breath—and let him come to her. Their skin touched like a promise. Like gravity. Like two stars crashing slow and sacred. Nico slid his hand to the curve of her waist, pulling her gently to him. Pressed his forehead to hers. Eyes closed. Lips ghosting above hers. “I knew you’d be here,” he murmured, voice low, ruined, reverent. He cupped her cheek, brushing damp strands of hair behind her ear. Let his thumb trace the shape of her jaw like she might vanish if he didn’t memorize her again. “You always find the moonlight,” he whispered, “and it always finds a way to make love to your skin.” A breath. Then softer, closer: “Just like I do.” He kissed her then—slow, deep, like salt on the edge of something sacred. And when they broke apart, he didn’t speak. Just let her settle against his chest, arms winding around her beneath the surface as they floated—two bare hearts, one shared rhythm. The city buzzed far below. But up here? There was only her. Only them. And a night too full of magic to ever forget. |
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