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Declan and Hattie
Later
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The boxes weren’t all unpacked.
That didn’t surprise her. They’d done their best — carried, stacked, reassured each other we don’t have to do everything tonight, made promises about tomorrow’s productivity — but by the time the sun had dipped past the treeline behind the house, they’d made it as far as pizza, shared beer, and a mutual agreement to let the rest wait. And still, even with half her mugs in one cabinet and the other half in a box somewhere near the couch, this already felt like home. The rented house was small — older than her apartment had been, with a sloping front porch and a creaky hallway that had charmed her against her better judgment. Declan had signed the lease in the fall, a quiet decision tucked between shift changes and late dinners. Back then, neither of them had said the words us or sooner. But maybe some part of her had known. Maybe some part of him had too. Now, the living room smelled like cardboard and pine. The little tree they’d picked out that morning — “nothing over six feet,” she’d warned him — stood in the corner, undecorated but proud. And across the floor, scattered in gentle disarray, were the pieces of their life blending: her throw blankets draped over his beat-up leather couch, her baking tins stacked on the kitchen counter, her boots near the door beside his, lined up in a way that made her throat ache. Hattie stood near the fireplace — real brick, slightly off-center — with one hand curled around a chipped enamel mug, still half full of tea she’d forgotten was steeping. She wore a pair of old black leggings and one of Declan’s long-sleeved station shirts, sleeves rolled twice at the wrist to keep them from swallowing her hands. Her hair was loose, a little wind-tousled from the day, and her socks didn’t match. She hadn’t meant to stop moving. But then again, she hadn’t expected her body to feel this settled so quickly either. From across the room, she could hear the rustle of him behind her — shifting the last box into the hallway with his boot, followed by the soft thud of his shoulder leaning against the doorframe. She didn’t look yet. Just let the quiet stretch out for another moment, her gaze skating over the living room — over the blankets, the boxes, the corner of his fire gear still half tucked behind the coat rack — and then down to the tea in her hands. They’d done it. Not dramatically. Not impulsively. Just… done it. One box. One kiss. One quiet decision at a time. A week ago, she’d kissed him under a string of plastic garland and told him she wanted this. Now here they were. The kettle still sat on the stove. Her collection of wooden spoons stood in a jar near the sink. And her slippers — the fuzzy, ridiculous ones she never let him see until tonight — were kicked half-under the coffee table because she’d tripped over them while trying to figure out which drawer should hold the takeout menus. She didn’t feel embarrassed. Not even a little. She felt something else. Something quieter. Bigger. Hattie turned slowly, her mug still cradled in her palms. There he was. Leaning in the doorway with his arms crossed over his chest, watching her in that way that made her stomach dip and settle all at once — like everything in her had finally landed. No uniform now. Just soft, well-worn joggers and a faded black T-shirt she was pretty sure he’d had since high school. His hair was messy from the wind, his jaw shadowed from not shaving that morning, and she could still see the faint smudge of soot on one forearm from moving boxes straight off a late shift. Her mouth pulled into a smile she didn’t try to hide. “I was going to unpack the bathroom box,” she said lightly, voice soft in the stillness. “But I found the tree lights and immediately got distracted.” She took a sip from her mug and nodded toward the open bins beside the couch. “And the pizza box was giving me judgmental eyes, so I figured I’d clean up at least one thing tonight.” He didn’t answer. Just watched her. She let her gaze drop for a second — to the slope of his shoulders, the relaxed bend of his arms, the way his foot tapped once against the edge of the rug like he was holding still on purpose. A flutter of feeling stirred in her chest — warm, settled, a little disbelieving. “We really did it, huh?” she murmured. “No take-backs?” The words came out quiet but full of something deeper — affection wrapped in amusement, comfort held in the bones. She didn’t expect an answer yet. Didn’t need one. Because the truth was there — in the way he looked at her like she’d already belonged here before she carried a single box through the door. And God, she was grateful she’d said yes. Grateful she was here. Not just in the house. But with him. |
He stayed leaned in the doorway for a long beat, arms crossed loosely over his chest, taking her in — the mismatched socks, the station shirt drowning her wrists, the tea she kept forgetting to drink, the way the lamplight caught in her hair. Something warm and heavy settled in his stomach, the kind he’d only felt a few times in his life, and never this strong.
She teased lightly about the bathroom box, the tree lights, the pizza, and he felt a small, quiet laugh rumble low in his chest. He pushed off the doorframe and stepped toward her, slow, barefoot, entirely unguarded now that it was just them and their house. “…Yeah, I figured that’d happen,” he said softly, eyes flicking from her face to the pile of boxes and back. His voice held something easy, something fond. “You always find the good distractions first.” He stopped a few feet from her, hands dropping to his pockets, shoulders loose in a way they never were at the station. When she mentioned cleaning up, he let his gaze linger on her for a moment longer, the corners of his mouth lifting. “You did more than enough,” he murmured. “We’ll get the rest tomorrow. Doesn’t have to be perfect tonight.” Her voice softened then, asking the kind of question that didn’t sound like a question at all. His chest tightened, slow and full, like the breath he took had weight to it. He stepped close enough that the heat from her tea brushed his skin. “No take-backs,” he answered quietly, certainty threading through every syllable. “Not from me.” He reached out — slow, giving her every chance to lean in or away — and his fingertips brushed the sleeve of his shirt where it hung loose on her wrist. The gesture barely counted as a touch, but it grounded him like an anchor. His eyes moved over her face, gentle, steady, full of something he didn’t have a name for yet but felt down to the bone. “You look like you belong here,” he said, voice roughened by truth he didn’t bother to filter. “And I… I like that.” He let his hand trail lightly down her forearm, stopping when his fingers met the edge of her mug. “This place already feels different with you in it.” A breath. A small, quiet smile. “Feels right.” His thumb brushed her knuckles before he dropped his hand again, letting the moment stretch in the soft glow of the living room. “Hattie…” He shook his head slightly, like the sight of her hit him too hard, too good. “…I’m really glad you’re here.” |
She didn’t answer right away.
Just stood there with her hand resting lightly on the rim of her mug, thumb circling the warm ceramic as the weight of everything he’d just said settled low in her chest. It felt… quiet. Not in the awkward way. In the kind of way that made her lungs work a little slower. Like her body knew, instinctively, don’t rush this. Just feel it. He was still looking at her like that — open, easy, too-handsome-for-his-own-good — and it tugged something sweet and aching through her. Fourteen-year-old her would’ve fainted on the spot. She’d barely managed to speak around him back then. Not when he helped carry that box of supplies in yearbook club. Not when they got paired for the library book drive and she spent most of the afternoon worrying that he’d forget she existed as soon as it was over. She used to imagine what it might feel like to stand next to him like this — warm lighting, no crowds, no nerves, no distance. But even her most delusional daydreams hadn’t landed here. Not his house. Not her slippers on his rug. Not his words in the soft quiet of a shared night, telling her she belonged. She blinked down at her tea. Smiled. Then she reached up, slow and certain, and set the mug on the edge of the mantel. Her voice came softer than before — no teasing, no preamble. “I’m happy I’m here too.” The words didn’t need explaining. Not when the fire was crackling gently beside them. Not when he was looking at her like this is where you were always meant to land. Her throat felt a little tight, but in the best kind of way. She let the warmth of it sit between them for just a beat longer. Then she breathed in and let her shoulders roll a little looser. “Well,” she added gently, tucking a loose piece of hair behind her ear, “since we’ve officially reached the sappy portion of the evening—” She stepped past him, just barely brushing against his chest, and turned toward the couch with a look over her shoulder. “Sit down. Pick a movie.” She didn’t wait for a response. Just gave him a soft smile that curved into something brighter — familiar, fond, just a little bossy. “I’ll grab us beers.” Bare feet on hardwood, cold tile under her toes as she crossed into the kitchen — she felt every bit of it. God, she lived here now. There were still boxes in the hallway, probably a few dishes to wash tomorrow, and she hadn’t figured out what cabinet the cutting boards should live in. But none of that mattered. Not tonight. Tonight, she got to turn around with two cold bottles in her hands, walk back into their living room, and curl up next to the boy she used to think was too far out of reach to touch. And now he was hers. Now he was home. |
When she set her mug on the mantel and told him — simply, quietly — how she felt, Declan’s breath caught in a way he didn’t bother disguising. The sound was soft, almost nothing, but the feeling behind it punched warm through his ribs.
Her voice, small and sure, had done something to him. Something steadying. Something shaking. He shifted his weight forward, just enough that the distance between them shortened, his hand flexing unconsciously at his side like it wanted somewhere to land. Her words felt like they’d been placed in his palms, careful and intentional. His voice came quieter than he meant it to. “…Good.” He swallowed, jaw tightening once — not from restraint, but from the weight of everything he didn’t want to say too fast. “Really good.” She brushed past him then, her shoulder grazing his chest, and the warmth of it lingered on his skin long after she’d moved toward the couch. The soft, bossy sweetness of her instruction pulled a laugh from somewhere low in him. When she told him to sit and pick a movie, he let his head tilt with a faint smile. “Yes, ma’am.” She headed toward the kitchen, and he watched her go — bare feet on the wood, hair shifting with her steps, sleeves still rolled from moving boxes. The sight tugged something indescribably tender through him. Something that felt dangerously close to awe. He let out a breath, slow and steady, then turned toward the couch. His body moved on instinct, collapsing into the cushions she’d claimed with her blankets, her slippers, her life. He took in the scattered signs of her everywhere — the mugs, the tins, the soft chaos she brought with her — and something in his chest eased fully for the first time all day. From the kitchen, he heard the fridge open. He raised his voice just enough for her to hear, warmth threading every syllable. “Hey.” A beat — waiting for her head to turn, for her to look at him again. “Take your time.” He leaned back into the couch, eyes softening at the sound of her moving around what was now their kitchen. “I’m not going anywhere.” He meant it more ways than one. And when she came back into the room, bottles in hand, he shifted his posture instinctively — legs parting so she could tuck into him, arm lifting in invitation before he even thought about it. His voice gentled when she crossed the threshold. “C’mere.” One word. Soft. Direct. Full. The kind of word a man used when he’d already decided she belonged exactly where he was. |
The moment she stepped back into the room, she felt it.
Not the warmth from the fireplace — though that was steady now, flickering gold across the far wall — but him. The way he looked at her from the couch like she was the only thing worth anchoring to. The way his legs shifted wider without fanfare, like he’d already made space for her before she asked. The way his arm lifted in a quiet, unconscious offer that still managed to make her heart skip. “C’mere.” One word. No pressure. No pull. Just him, sitting there in sweatpants and soft shadows, looking at her like coming home had always been this simple. Her fingers curled a little tighter around the bottles in her hands. This wasn’t her first night staying here. Not even close. She’d been in this kitchen half-asleep at 2 a.m., whispering about nonsense while making grilled cheese. She’d brushed her teeth in his bathroom. She’d worn his shirts to bed. She’d dozed off on this very couch, knees pressed to his thigh, movie still playing in the background. But this was the first night it was theirs. No return trip to her apartment. No plan to pack up in the morning. No half-unpacked duffel bag by the door. She padded back across the living room — not tentative, but not rushing either — and passed him one of the beers. Their fingers brushed again, warm and sure, and she smiled as he took it from her. Then she climbed into the space he’d left for her — fluid, easy — and let herself tuck in close, one knee nudging his thigh, her legs folding beneath her as her shoulder met the solid warmth of his chest. His arm came around her like it had always belonged there. She let her head rest against him, her bottle still cool in her hand, the sound of the fireplace soft behind them. For a few seconds, they didn’t speak. Didn’t need to. Her eyes skimmed the living room from this new angle — lights dim, boxes quiet in the corners, the tree still bare but steady. And him, holding her like this was just what evenings looked like now. She nudged his side lightly with her shoulder. “So,” she murmured, tipping her chin up to look at him, “what cinematic masterpiece have you chosen for our first official movie night as cohabiting adults?” Her voice was playful, but her heart still hadn’t stopped that quiet flutter in her chest. Because he was here. Because she was. Because the word ours didn’t feel too big in her mouth anymore. And because when she looked at him — stretched out beside her, that same soft smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth — she felt it all over again. She was right where she wanted to be. |
She slid into him like she’d been shaped for that exact space, and Declan felt the shift in his whole chest — a warm, heavy settling that made him tighten his arm around her without thinking. Her weight against his ribs, her knee against his thigh, her hair brushing his jaw — it all landed with the kind of rightness that stole the breath from him in one slow, stunned inhale.
Her scent — tea, pine, something soft that was just her — curled under his skin. He took the beer from her with a low murmur of thanks, fingers brushing hers, lingering a second longer than necessary simply because he could. When she looked up at him with that playful lilt, laying the question at his feet like she trusted the answer would always be good, his mouth curved before he spoke. Something warm, crooked, a little undone. He angled his head down toward her, voice calm and rumbling at her temple. “…I picked something terrible.” His thumb brushed the side of her arm, slow and absent — not purposeful, just instinct. “Figured if you were gonna fall asleep on me,” he added, eyes softening as they dragged over her face, “it should at least be to bad acting.” She nudged him again, and he dipped his chin to catch her gaze directly, the firelight throwing soft gold across the sharp edges of his jaw. Something gentler flickered there — something he didn’t hide. “You can veto it,” he offered quietly. “But I’m warning you… I was promised cohabiting adult privileges.” He shifted his hand to the back of the couch behind her, letting his fingers brush her shoulder on the way. “Pretty sure that means I get at least one pick tonight.” He felt her relax into him — the small exhale, the way her hand settled on his chest like she’d been doing it her whole life. The edges of his breath went loose. He tipped his forehead lightly to hers — not a kiss, not quite — just enough for her to feel him there. “And for the record?” he murmured, voice lower now, nearly a whisper between them. “This… right here?” A slow rub of his thumb against her arm, grounding and reverent. “My favorite part of the whole damn day.” A beat. A breath. “Every day,” he added, softer still. He didn’t break her gaze. Didn’t rush. Just held her there, settled around her, letting the truth sit warm and steady between them. “Play it,” he murmured finally, lips brushing her hairline like a secret. “Whatever comes next… I’m not going anywhere.” |
He said it like it mattered.
Like it was sacred, almost — her being there, her fitting like that, her hand finding his chest like it belonged. And maybe it did. She felt it in the way his arm tightened around her, the way his breath changed, the way his words found her hairline like they’d been waiting for a place to land. It warmed her from the inside out, settled beneath her ribs in that space where things too big for words liked to take up residence. She didn’t say anything at first. Just let herself breathe him in — the faint smell of soap and cedar, the residual heat of his skin through his shirt, the quiet weight of what they were building with every passing minute. And then: “…You picked The Day After Tomorrow?” Her voice was soft with amusement, lips quirking against his jaw. “I mean, bold choice for your first night of official cohabitation privileges. End-of-the-world climate disasters? Jake Gyllenhaal in snow gear? Very romantic.” She leaned back just enough to look at him, eyes glinting with something mischievous under the firelight. Her hand tapped gently once against his chest, faux-judgmental. “I was this close to putting up a fight,” she murmured, thumb and forefinger an inch apart. “Really make you sweat it out.” But then she smiled — the real kind, the one that cracked soft and deep and hopeless across her whole face. “But I guess…” she sighed, sinking back into him again, content and entirely full of it, “…you did carry all my books and four plants without complaining, so.” A beat. Her fingers tugged gently at the hem of his shirt. “I’ll allow it.” She nestled in closer, head tucked beneath his chin now, her smile lingering in the corner of her mouth. “But next time, I’m picking Practical Magic.” She felt the chuckle low in his chest before she heard it. Because she was here. In their living room. Tucked under the arm of the man who held her like she was something he’d been looking for his whole life. So yeah. He could have his cheesy apocalypse movie. She’d already won. |
Her teasing hit him first — light, warm, familiar — but what hit harder was the way she said it from underneath his arm, like she’d already folded herself into his life without hesitation. Declan felt the smile pull at his mouth before he even looked down at her.
She nudged him, her breath warm against his jaw, and he let out a slow, incredulous exhale — the kind that came from a man who knew he was being roasted and liked it anyway. He turned his head slightly so he could see the amusement flickering across her face. “…It’s a classic.” His fingers skimmed the outside of her arm, slow and warm, almost like reassurance — or maybe just because he couldn’t not touch her. “Besides,” he added, voice low with a hint of stubborn pride, “I’m told shared suffering builds character.” She leaned back into him and he tightened his arm instinctively, drawing her closer until her head fit perfectly beneath his chin. Her weight against him undid something deeper than laughter ever could. When she pretended she’d almost rejected his choice, he shook his head once, a slow, amused tilt she could feel against her temple. “You wouldn’t have lasted.” His thumb brushed her hip through the soft fabric of her leggings, a small, grounding stroke that said more than he ever could out loud. “You go soft on me every time.” She curled in closer and he felt her fingers tug lightly at his shirt. The gesture slid warmth through his ribs, tugging at something tender he didn’t let anyone else see. When she “allowed” his movie, he let out a deep, satisfied breath — playful, but with an undertone of something real and grateful. “…Thought you might.” Her next promise made his chest shake with a quiet laugh — low, warm, unguarded. It vibrated through her where she lay against him. “I’ll watch whatever you put on,” he murmured near her hairline, the words soft as the glow of the fireplace, “as long as you’re right here when you do it.” His hand slid up her back, slow, sure, settling between her shoulder blades with a quiet claim that wasn’t possessive — just certain. He tipped his chin, letting his lips brush the top of her head in a touch that wasn’t quite a kiss but lingered like one, warm and steady. “So hit play,” he breathed, voice rough with something that felt dangerously close to awe. “I’m good.” She eased further into him, fitting her head beneath his chin like she’d always belonged there, and the sensation hit him low and sure — warm weight, soft hair against his throat, her breath brushing his collarbone. Declan let his eyes fall half-closed as the movie menu hummed quietly on the TV, more backdrop than focus. He tightened his hold around her waist, slow and deliberate, like he was settling her closer not out of habit but out of need — the quiet kind, the steady kind. The kind he’d stopped trying to talk himself out of months ago. His voice came low, almost rumbling against her temple. “…You comfortable?” He didn’t need to ask. He could feel the answer in the way she melted into him, in the way her fingers curled lightly in the fabric of his shirt. But he wanted to hear it anyway — wanted the sound of her feeling safe in his arms. He looked down at her, the firelight brushing soft gold along her cheek, and something inside him softened in a way he didn’t bother masking. “Good,” he murmured, brushing his thumb in a slow arc along her side. “That’s how it’s supposed to be.” The movie wasn’t even started yet. Neither of them seemed in a hurry. He let the quiet sit between them for a long moment — warm, easy, like breathing after holding it for too long. Then he dipped his head just enough that his nose brushed her hair. “You know…” His voice thickened, gentler now, honest in a way that didn’t feel dangerous anymore. “I didn’t really care what we watched.” He shifted slightly so his chin rested atop her head, his palm flattening against her back. “Just wanted you next to me.” He felt the truth of it settle into his chest as he said it — a weight, a warmth, a certainty. Nothing dramatic. Just real. His hand slid down her arm, finding her fingers and lightly tracing along their edges, careful and slow, like he was getting used to the privilege of touching her without needing an excuse. He exhaled softly, the sound brushing her ear. “…Feels good,” he added quietly. “You here. Like this.” A beat passed, and something quieter slipped through him — not fragile, just honest. “My place never felt like anything ’til tonight.” He lifted her hand, pressed it briefly to his chest where his heartbeat thudded steady beneath her fingertips. “Now it does.” His thumb swept over her knuckles, warm, sure. “Hit play whenever you want,” he whispered, voice deepening with something unmistakably tender. “I’m not watching the movie anyway.” |
Of course she was soft for him.
Hard not to be when he said things like that. When he held her like this. Like she was something steady. Something known. Something his. Her cheek stayed pressed to his chest, but her mouth curved where he couldn’t see it — not teasing, not smug, just… full. That slow kind of smile that only ever bloomed when she felt deeply, stupidly lucky. And she did. She felt lucky. In a quiet, aching, real way that had nothing to do with the fact that he was absurdly good-looking or strong enough to carry four boxes at once. It was the way he always made room for her without needing to be asked. The way he said her name like it mattered. The way his arm curled instinctively when she leaned in, like her body had sent him a signal only he could hear. Her fingers curled lightly where they rested against his side, and she hummed something low in her throat — not an answer, not quite — just a sound of agreement, of yes, of you have me like this and you know it. “I was going to hit play,” she said eventually, voice muffled slightly against the fabric of his shirt. “But then you went and got all earnest on me.” She pulled her head back just enough to glance up at him — the look she gave him was half fond and half impossible, brows lifted slightly like he had no idea what he was doing to her. (He definitely did.) “You realize you’re setting an unfair precedent, right?” she asked softly, tapping one finger against his chest. “You keep saying things like that and I’m gonna fall asleep on you every single night.” Her thumb dragged lightly over the line of his shirt seam. “I mean it. Never making it to the credits again. Your own fault.” But she didn’t move away. Didn’t reach for the remote just yet. She just… settled. Let herself feel the full weight of this moment — the couch beneath them, the arm around her, the slow thrum of his heartbeat against her palm. It was enough to unravel every piece of her that used to flinch at the idea of permanence. She gave a slow, blissed-out sigh and closed her eyes for just a second. Then: “…Okay, okay,” she whispered, more to herself than him. She reached for the remote and pressed play, then curled herself right back into the exact spot she’d left — like she’d never moved at all. “I’m still blaming you,” she murmured as the opening credits rolled. “For the inevitable nap.” Her nose bumped his collarbone gently as she resettled her head beneath his chin. Her hand slid back to his chest like it had a magnetic pull, and she let her eyes flutter closed again — just for a moment. Just because it was warm and quiet and perfect. And maybe the movie was a classic. But the spot in his arms? Still her favorite part. |
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