jared reupped if you need anything.

hell yeah. think he'd front me some until I get paid on friday?

i gotchu. don’t worry about it.

thanks. almost makes up for y'all not inviting me on your surf weekend trip. jk

staaaap. you’re gonna make me feel bad. i didn’t leave you out on purpose. it just happened. i’ll make sure you’re invited next time. promise.

jess said you had a girlfriend? bit shocked honestly. never thought I’d see the day.

you better.

me either but yep, I'm a tamed stallion now.

sam tried to teach me to surf. it was an utter disaster. you’d laugh your ass off. i think jared got a video.

i’m happy for you. being tied down isn’t a bad thing. you just can’t be a whore anymore.

I hope he did bc I wanna see it.

Uh, not being able to sleep around is the bad thing about being tied down.

you know a relationship isn’t all about sex. right? like, it’s about having a person that makes you feel safe. someone you can have fun with and trust. jared’s my best friend.

that's such a girl response.

jared would say the same thing, so, no. not really. your brain is just programmed to think you have to be a whore cuz you’re hot.

me being hot isn't the reason I do what I do, me being hot just makes it easier.

i know why. monogamy is bullshit. it’s why i stopped sleeping with you. i was catching feelings and trying not to get my heart broken.

and yet, you've been monogamous for how long now?

two years. jared’s my person tho. he’s wonderful.

how did you realize he was your person? Leighton has to be the closest to that that I've felt but I don't get how someone really knows that.

as cliche as it sounds, he's the first person i think about in the morning and the last person i think about before bed. i don't want anyone else. but, like, when he's sad, i’m sad and when he's good, i’m good. all i wanna do is make him happy and be his biggest supporter no matter what.

do you still wanna sleep with other girls? cuz that’ll say a lot too.

:sick2::sick2:

honestly? no. the sex is amazing but what if one day it isn't?

now that’s mean. :disappointed:

then it’s not meant to be. you shouldn’t get bored of anything if it’s real.

i'm just messing with ya.

i don't even know why i'm bugging you with this. jess has been so busy with his gf or your bf lately, haven't had anyone to talk to about this.

shut up. we’ve known each other since elementary school. we’re friends. you can talk to me about whatever. it’s cool.

cool cool.

since you offered, i need your opinion on something else. i need date idea help. leighton doesn't like movie dates, so i was thinking like paddle boarding or kayaking and dinner on the beach or something but is that lame?

none of that is lame, but dinner on the beach sounds romantic.

you really like her huh?

idk, worried she might think i'm making her work for the sweet part. maybe i should skip the water sports and just do the dinner on the beach.

maybe.

she’s not from here, right? does she even like water sports?

ima take that as a yes.

uhhh. maybe? we haven't talked about that yet. i thought a new experience might make it more memorable.

in that case, kayaking is probably the safer bet than paddle boarding.

maybe i'll even switch to canoe. i can do all the work and she can sit there and look cute.

ohhh. that sounds better! yeah, do that. awh. look at you being all sweet and thoughtful. hell is about to freeze over, jsyk. :laughcry:

shut up. but grab a jacket just in case.

you shut up. stop being embarrassed that you wanna do something sweet for your girlfriend. contrary to popular belief, girls actually like when guys show their feelings and emotions. we don’t like robots.

what if I prefer being a robot?

do you prefer to be a robot or is it just safer for you?

you sound like my therapist.

i KNOW you tho. i have insight. not a phd. so don’t lie to me.

still, did you have to read me like i was an elementary level book? damn.

yes. yes i did and i love it when i’m right. :tongueout:

you're a brat and you suck.

tell that girl how you fucking feel. just feel your feelings fool. it’s fucking okay.

easier said than done