Kai Mercer's Residence
 

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Kai had always been good at slipping in and out of places unnoticed — hotel lobbies, backstage corridors, even Lennon’s life when he was too young and too cowardly to know better. But this past week, he’d used that skill for something else entirely: sneaking himself into her world, piece by piece, not to disappear but to stay.

The notes had been the first step. Folded squares of his messy handwriting slipped into the corners of her days like secret anchors: one in the book on her nightstand, another tucked into her makeup bag, one taped under her coffee mug. He’d left them the morning after waffles — while she showered, he’d scribbled a few lines on scraps of hotel stationery and slid them into places he knew she’d reach for without thinking. Later, he found other ways — charming a mutual friend into “dropping off a delivery,” sneaking past her assistant at a studio with a grin that used to mean trouble and now only meant her.

Every note said something different — a memory, a reassurance, sometimes just a dumb joke because he knew she rolled her eyes when she smiled. But every single one ended the same way: I’m still here.

And tonight, he wanted to prove it wasn’t just ink on paper.

The pool at his place shimmered under a canopy of string lights he’d strung across the patio, their soft glow mirrored in the water. Floating candles bobbed lazily across the surface, circling the scatter of flower petals he’d tossed in until it looked like the pool had bloomed just for her. A small table sat near the water’s edge, draped in linen and set with two plates, silver cutlery that actually matched, and a bottle of wine sweating gently in the summer air. The scent of jasmine drifted in from the garden, mixing with the faint sweetness of the candles, wrapping the night in something slow and decadent.

He’d gone casual, but not careless — dark trousers, an open-collar shirt in soft navy that made his skin look warmer in the glow, sleeves rolled high enough to keep him from looking like he was playing dress-up. He wanted to look like himself, but better — like the version of himself he wanted her to keep.

For the first time in a long time, he felt nerves humming steady beneath his ribs. This wasn’t a stage, or a photo op, or a headline. This was Lennon Rae. His Lennon. And he was asking her to walk into something different with him tonight — not grand enough to feel like a spectacle, but not small enough to feel like an accident. Something in between. Something real.

He heard her car in the drive before he saw her. Heart picking up, he moved through the low candlelight toward the front door. He paused for half a second, smoothing his shirt down, raking a hand through his hair like it would make a difference. Then he opened it before she could knock.

She stood there in the spill of dusk and porch light, framed like something he might’ve imagined if not for the fact that she smiled — small, cautious, but real.

And Kai, who’d rehearsed a hundred lines in his head while stringing lights and laying petals, found himself leaning on the one thing that had always been instinctive with her.

“You,” he said, dimples flashing as his gaze swept her in with a warmth he didn’t bother to hide. “You look like trouble I’d get caught for twice.”

Lennon blinked at him, her lips twitching before the smile broke free.

“Kai Mercer,” she said, dragging his name out like it was both a warning and a laugh. “Do you hear yourself right now? Because I swear, half the time you sound like a Hallmark movie with dimples.”

She tilted her head, taking him in — the rolled sleeves, the way he’d clearly tried to look casual but better, the faint tug of nerves sitting right under the grin he thought could hide everything. And God help her, it almost did. Almost. The candlelight from inside caught at the edge of his hair, made the navy of his shirt look deeper, warmer. She hated that her first thought was how unfair it was that he’d gotten older like this — sharper, steadier, more deliberate — and how much harder it made it not to stare.

Memories flickered, uninvited. Him leaning against a hotel hallway wall, pretending he wasn’t waiting for her. The way he used to look at her backstage when no one else was paying attention, too young and too cowardly to do anything about it. The last time he’d walked away, and the notes he’d left now, paper crumbs marking a trail back to her. She told herself she was only smiling because of the ridiculous line he’d just dropped — but deep down, she knew better.

Her voice softened without meaning to. “And yet… somehow it works. It always does.”

She stepped closer, brushing her shoulder against his as she passed, light and deliberate, letting her perfume and her smirk linger in the space between them. He still smelled faintly like smoke and city air, like every late-night version of him she remembered, only steadier now.

“But if you’re planning on getting caught for me tonight, Mercer,” she added, glancing up at him sidelong, “you’d better hope your cooking’s improved since the Great Popcorn Disaster of 2014.” Her grin widened at the flicker of recognition in his face. “Because floating candles or not, I’m not swooning over burned kernels.”

She reached for the edge of the doorframe, fingers brushing the wood as if steadying herself, then looked back at him — playful and a little daring, her eyes catching his like they always had, heat threading through all the years in between.

“Show me what you’ve got.”

Kai couldn’t stop the laugh that slipped out of him — low, unbothered, the kind of sound that used to get him out of trouble with teachers and now seemed to be working overtime with her. God, he’d missed that look in her eyes, the one that said she wanted to give him hell but maybe, just maybe, she wasn’t immune either.

“The Great Popcorn Disaster?” he echoed, pressing a hand to his chest in mock offense as he shut the door behind her. “You wound me, Rae. That was a one-time thing. Experimental seasoning. Ahead of its time.”

His grin tilted, sharp and sure, but beneath it he could still feel the ghost of nerves buzzing in his chest. Not because he doubted himself, but because she was standing here, brushing his shoulder like it was nothing, smiling like she remembered everything. He wasn’t about to screw this up. Not tonight.

He slid past her, his hand brushing the small of her back as he guided her toward the pool deck, the glow of floating lights spilling across the water. “Lucky for you, I’ve leveled up since then. And by leveled up, I mean… this time I didn’t just Google ‘date night meals that don’t end in takeout.’”

What he didn’t add: the half hour he’d spent earlier that week with his mom on FaceTime, her patient voice walking him through herb crusts and pan temperatures like she was training him for the Olympics. Lennon didn’t need to know that part. Not yet.

He pulled out a chair for her at the candlelit table, the linen napkin folded just so, the wine glasses catching the flicker of firelight. “Dinner’s about five minutes from the oven to the plate,” he said, leaning against the back of her chair for a beat, close enough that the words brushed her ear. “Which means you’ve got just enough time to let me get you a drink.”

His eyes lingered on hers, playful but grounded. “Anything you want. Wine, champagne, bourbon… hell, I’ve got Pellegrino if you’re feeling rebellious.”

The corner of his mouth curved, dimples catching in the light. “But fair warning, Lennon Rae — I’m very confident you’re about to be impressed. And not just by my candle-arranging skills this time.”

Lennon slid into the chair with a little flourish, crossing one leg over the other like she was settling into a test he didn’t know he was about to take. Her eyes tracked the string lights, the petals, the way his shirt clung just so — and then landed right back on him, sharp and amused.

“Experimental seasoning,” she echoed, lips quirking. “Kai, you practically invented chemical warfare in that microwave. I’m still convinced you traumatized the housekeeping staff. And don’t even get me started on the way you swore popcorn was supposed to be… ‘avant-garde smoky.’”

She tilted her head, letting the tease hang there, though her chest was warmer than she wanted to admit. Because God, he was trying. Not the big, reckless kind of trying he used to pull when he thought he could distract her with charm, but the careful kind. The kind that felt like it cost him something.

Her gaze softened briefly before she covered it with a smirk. “Wine,” she decided, tapping the rim of the empty glass like it had been waiting for her all night. “Red. The expensive-looking kind, not the one you bought at 2 a.m. from that gas station in Houston because you thought screw tops meant ‘classy on the go.’”

Her grin widened, teasing but sweet. “And as for being impressed? Please. You had me at Pellegrino. Nothing screams reformed bad boy like carbonated water.”

For a beat, her voice dipped lower, playful but edged with something steadier. “But between us?” Her eyes held his, the kind of look that dared him to flinch. “You don’t need the lights, or the petals, or the candles. Those are pretty. You’re the impressive part.”

She leaned back in the chair, satisfied, one brow raised like she’d just thrown down a gauntlet he wasn’t getting out of.

“Now pour the wine, Mercer, before I start grading you on presentation.”

Kai moved in close, bracing a hand lightly against the back of her chair as he leaned down, close enough that the candlelight kissed the angle of his jaw and the faint spice of her perfume threaded into his lungs. His voice dropped, softer than the grin on his mouth suggested.

“I know I didn’t need to do all this,” he murmured, letting his breath brush the crown of her head. “But I wanted to. Because you deserve to be spoiled, Rae. Every last bit of it.”

Before she could come back with another quip, he bent and pressed a quick, warm kiss to the top of her head — not performative, not teasing, just real. A quiet claim on the moment before he straightened.

He let his hand skim once across the back of her chair, reluctant to leave but already turning toward the kitchen. “Sit tight. Wine’s coming up. And, if you’re lucky, so is dinner.”


Inside, the glow from the pool bled faintly into the kitchen windows, but Kai’s focus was on the oven. He tugged the mitts on, pulled the door open, and the scent hit him — roasted rosemary and garlic, lemon butter sharp in the air, the salmon’s crust golden exactly the way his mom swore it should be.

Not bad, Mercer, he thought, setting the trays on the counter to cool. His pulse eased, just a fraction. This wasn’t 2014. He wasn’t some kid winging it on charm and half-burned snacks. He’d practiced. He’d paid attention. Hell, he’d FaceTimed his mom twice just to get the sauce right — not that Lennon would ever, ever hear that part.

The wine rack gleamed in the corner. He went straight for the heavy bottle he’d been saving, a deep Bordeaux that looked like it belonged in one of those black-and-white movies she loved to reference when she wanted to make him squirm. He popped the cork with more confidence than he felt, poured two glasses, and let the aroma breathe as if he hadn’t just Googled how long should wine sit before serving last week.

Balancing both glasses in one hand, he grabbed the bottle with the other and headed back out, the low thrum in his chest equal parts nerves and something sharper — anticipation.


He stepped back onto the deck, the firelight catching at the rim of the wine. Setting the bottle down with deliberate ease, he slid one glass toward her, his grin tugging wider.

“Expensive-looking enough for you?” he teased, though his tone was more velvet than sharp, as if he knew the answer already.

Lennon arched a brow at the glass he slid toward her, fingers curling around the stem with mock suspicion. She lifted it just enough for the firelight to catch, giving it an exaggerated once-over before meeting his gaze.

“Expensive-looking, sure,” she said, her lips curving slow, teasing. “But you forget—I’ve seen your idea of classy before, Mercer. You once poured boxed wine into a decanter and tried to convince me it was vintage.”

Her smirk widened as she tipped the glass toward her mouth, letting the wine just graze her lips before she set it down again, untouched. “So forgive me if I need more than candlelight and a fancy cork to be convinced this isn’t just another one of your magic tricks.”

Still, her eyes lingered on him longer than they should’ve, taking in the way the firelight traced over his jaw, the steady confidence in the way he leaned there like the whole night was already unfolding in his favor. She hated how good he looked like this—how familiar it felt, how easy it was to forget the years stacked between them.

“Don’t get cocky,” she added, softer now, though the corner of her mouth betrayed her with the faintest smile. “Dinner hasn’t even hit the table yet. Impress me first, then we’ll talk about whether you get points for presentation.”

She leaned back in her chair, crossing her legs, deliberately casual. But when she finally picked the glass back up and took a sip, she let the taste linger, slow, like she was giving him the win anyway.

Her eyes flicked back to his, glinting. “Not bad, Mercer. Not bad at all.”

Lennon let the wine roll on her tongue before she set the glass back down, tapping one finger against the rim like she was weighing whether to call him out or let him keep his little victory.

Her gaze flicked up, sharp and playful. “So…” she drawled, tilting her head just enough to catch him in the corner of her eye, “are we just gonna skip past the part where you snuck in a head kiss like you’re some kind of saint?”

She leaned forward on her elbows, smile tugging wicked now. “I mean, bold move, Mercer. Subtle. Sweet. Almost makes me think you’re going soft on me.”

Her lashes lowered, voice dropping half a note as she added, “Almost.”

Then, like she couldn’t help herself, she let out a quiet laugh, shaking her head. “God, you really haven’t changed, have you? Still pulling stunts that should annoy me and somehow… don’t.”

She reached for her glass again, lifting it toward him in a mock toast. “To you, Mercer. King of candlelight, surprise salmon, and unapproved head kisses.”

She clinked her glass lightly against his, her smirk curving wider. “Don’t get used to it.”

Kai let the clink of her glass linger in the air, the sound sharper than it had any right to feel in his chest. He stayed leaned against the table’s edge for a beat, watching her sip, watching her smirk, and something in him settled.

Not because she teased him — she’d always done that, always would — but because she was still here. She could’ve laughed this whole thing off, rolled her eyes, walked out before the oven timer even thought about ringing. Instead, she was sipping Bordeaux under his lights, daring him to prove her wrong.

He bent closer again, letting his elbow rest on the back of her chair, his voice pitched low. “That head kiss wasn’t a stunt, Rae. None of this is. I’m not here to con you with smoke and mirrors anymore. I meant it. And I’ll mean it tomorrow, and the day after, and however long it takes until you start telling stories about this instead of all the other times I screwed it up.”

For a second, the air between them went still, only the faint pop of the fire cutting through. He didn’t flinch from it this time. Didn’t try to cover it with a joke. He just let it sit there, steady as his hand on the stem of his glass.

Then, softer, the grin tugged back at his mouth. “But if you want to call me out for being bold—” he tilted his head, a glint sliding back into his eyes, “—you’re not wrong. Head kisses are just the start. I’ve got a whole repertoire lined up you don’t even know about yet.”

He tapped his glass gently against hers again before straightening, giving her a wink like he hadn’t just dropped something raw in her lap. “Now, excuse me before the salmon goes from ‘impressive’ to ‘merely edible.’”

Back in the kitchen, Kai slipped the mitts back on and pulled the pans from where they’d been cooling. The rosemary-garlic steam rose up and hit him square, grounding him again. This isn’t a show. Don’t make it one. Just feed her. Just mean it.

He plated carefully — roasted salmon with lemon butter, wild rice pilaf, charred asparagus — the kind of meal he knew was clean, elegant, quietly confident. No stunts. Just him proving with action what words would never be enough for.

Carrying the plates back out, he set hers gently in front of her, then slid into his seat across the table, lifting his glass again with a quieter, realer smile.

“Alright, Rae. Moment of truth.”

Lennon blinked at him, glass still warm in her hand, the words he’d just dropped hanging heavier than the wine. Her first instinct was to fire something back, to tease him for getting sentimental or to roll her eyes so she didn’t have to admit how her stomach had just tied itself in a knot. But God — the way he said it. No joke. No shield. Just… him.

She tilted her head, eyes catching his as if to test whether he’d look away. He didn’t. Of course he didn’t. Mercer never had trouble locking in when he meant something, and that was the problem — she could always tell when he meant it.

The corner of her mouth lifted, soft and crooked. “Careful, Kai. You keep talking like that and I might start thinking you’ve actually grown up on me.” She let it hang there like a tease, but her voice betrayed her — warmer than she wanted, quieter than she meant.

When he leaned in about the head kisses, though, her laugh broke the tension, low and unguarded. She shook her head, biting at her lip as her brows arched. “A whole repertoire, huh? God help me, I don’t even want to know what counts as a Kai Mercer ‘move’ these days. But I’ll give you this — bold suits you better than pretending not to care ever did.”

She clinked her glass against his again, softer this time, a little smile tugging out of her despite herself.

And when he disappeared back to the kitchen, she let herself watch him go. Really watch him — the easy way he moved now, not all restless angles and boyish bravado. The version of him that wasn’t trying to be anybody’s frontman, just… hers, if she let him.

When he came back out, plates in hand, she actually sat up straighter. The smell alone was enough to make her laugh under her breath, half impressed, half caught off guard by how good it really looked. She picked up her fork, dragging it through the sauce before she even realized she was leaning closer to inhale.

“Okay,” she said, eyes flicking up to his, equal parts mock-serious and shining with something else. “If this tastes as good as it smells, you might have officially ruined every sad takeout night I have from here on out. So for my sake, Mercer, I hope it’s terrible.”

But the grin pulling across her mouth said the opposite — that she already knew she was about to be impressed, and that part of her hated just how much she wanted to be.

Lennon twirled the fork once, stalling — half because she wanted to make him wait, half because she was suddenly nervous about proving him right. Finally, she cut a clean bite of salmon, dragging it through the lemon butter, and lifted it to her lips with exaggerated ceremony.

She hummed before it even hit her tongue, just to make him sweat — but then the flavor hit, and her brows shot up despite every intention to keep her cool. Garlic, rosemary, the sharp brightness of lemon — it wasn’t just good. It was perfect.

She chewed, slow, letting her gaze flick up to him over the rim of her fork. He was watching her like the whole night hinged on this one bite, like he’d actually stop breathing if she didn’t say something soon. Which, of course, made her draw it out.

Finally, she set the fork down with a little clink against the plate and leaned back in her chair, arms crossing as if she were about to deliver a verdict. Her lips twitched. “Alright, Mercer,” she said, deliberately slow, voice curling smug. “I hate to admit it, but this is… kind of ridiculous. Like, annoyingly good. Which means either you suddenly discovered a secret talent or…” she tilted her head, eyes narrowing in mock suspicion, “you kidnapped an actual chef and have them hiding in the kitchen.”

The smirk softened just enough for warmth to bleed through. “Either way, I’m impressed. And pissed about it.”

She lifted her glass again, tipping it toward him before taking another sip, hiding the way her mouth wanted to curve into something too genuine. “Don’t let it go to your head, though. One decent salmon doesn’t erase a decade of takeout cartons and tragic microwave popcorn attempts.”

But her foot brushed against his under the table, just once, light and unthinking — a slip she didn’t bother to take back.

Kai didn’t even try to play it cool — not with her chewing like she was deciding his fate in real time. He leaned his elbow on the table, chin resting against his knuckles, eyes locked on her like she was center stage. Hell, like she was the whole damn show.

And yeah, maybe it was ridiculous, the way his pulse actually ticked up over a bite of salmon. But watching Lennon drag out the moment — humming before the fork even touched her lips, raising her brows when it finally did — it felt like more than food. It was the test. The quiet one. The one she didn’t know she was giving him.

Come on, Rae. Just this once, let me get it right.

When her verdict finally came down, all mock suspicion and smug little smirk, his mouth curved before he could stop it. That slow grin he used to use on stage when he knew the crowd was already his — except this time it wasn’t a show. It was her. Just her.

He tapped a finger against the stem of his glass, leaning back in his chair. “Full disclosure,” he said, voice smooth but edged with that boyish mischief he could never quite shake, “I might’ve had some… assistance. Don’t get too comfortable thinking I can whip this up on a Tuesday without setting off the smoke alarm.”

His grin crooked wider as he gestured to her plate. “But hey — if you’re impressed enough to let me try again, I’ll happily make a fool of myself in your kitchen. Can’t guarantee it’ll taste like this every time, but—” he shrugged, easy, cool, though his eyes stayed locked on hers, steady and unblinking, “I’ll try. That part I can promise.”

He lifted his glass in her direction, clinking softly against hers with just enough of a flourish to make it playful. “And honestly? I’ll take you being ‘pissed’ and impressed over you rolling your eyes at me any night of the week.”

Her foot brushed against his under the table, quick and light, but he felt it like a spark. Like something shifted — small, but real. He didn’t call her on it, didn’t let the grin tip into anything cocky. He just let his shoe stay there, a quiet press back, like an unspoken answer.

Inside, though? He was a mess. Half of him wanted to pump a fist in the air like an idiot. The other half just wanted to memorize this exact second — her glass tilted in her hand, her lips trying not to give away too much, her eyes glinting across the firelight.

No stunt. No trick. Just us. And I’ll take this version every time.

Lennon held his gaze over the rim of her glass, the firelight flickering between them, and for once she didn’t look away first. Didn’t deflect with another smirk or toss out a quip to keep things easy.

Her foot lingered against his, not a slip this time, and she let it stay there while she set her wine down carefully on the table. “You know,” she said slowly, almost like she was testing the words before giving them to him, “I kept waiting for the catch tonight. Some punchline. Some grand Mercer performance where you play it cool, then vanish before dessert.”

Her fingers toyed idly with the stem of her glass, but her eyes stayed locked on his. Steady. “But you didn’t. You cooked. You poured wine like you weren’t about to spill it everywhere. You kissed my head instead of… whatever the hell you used to do. And it feels…” she paused, the corner of her mouth tugging upward, but softer now, honest, “it feels real. Like you actually mean it.”

She let out a quiet laugh, shaking her head as if at herself. “And I hate how much I like that. Because it makes it harder to hold onto all the reasons I swore I wouldn’t let you back in.”

Lennon leaned in slightly, resting her elbow on the table, chin propped against her hand in mirror to the way he’d been watching her. Her voice dropped, lower, sincere. “But maybe that’s the point, huh? Maybe I don’t want to hold onto them anymore. Because if this—” she gestured lightly between them, then down at the plates he’d plated so carefully “—if this is you trying, then it’s… enough. More than enough.”

She smiled then, small and unguarded, the kind he probably hadn’t seen from her in years. “So, congratulations, Mercer. You passed the test.”

Her fork nudged toward his plate, teasing flicker returning just barely. “Now hurry up and eat your half before I start stealing bites. Real or not, I’m not letting salmon this good go to waste.”

Kai didn’t cut in. Didn’t smirk or try to soften the edges of what she was giving him. He just sat there, still as the fire behind her, and let every word land. For once, he didn’t need to fill the silence — he wanted her to have all of it.

When she finished, when that small, unguarded smile hit him harder than anything she’d said, he let a slow grin spread across his face. Not cocky. Not smug. Just warm.

“Guess that makes me officially terrified of what dessert standards I’ve gotta live up to now,” he said lightly, reaching for his own fork at last. “But hey, I’ll take passing a Lennon Rae test over a Michelin star any day. Way tougher critic.”

He stole a bite off his plate, pointing his fork at her as if to underline his point. “And for the record, I did notice that whole ‘you might steal mine’ threat. Which is rude, considering I’m pretty sure this side’s technically mine.”

A playful shrug, eyes still locked on hers. “Fine. I’ll share. But only if you admit this is the best salmon you’ve had outside of a five-star place—and that I look extremely attractive eating it.”

He took another slow, exaggerated bite like he was making a point of savoring it. Then he tipped his glass toward her, grin crooking back into that mischievous place.

“And as for vanishing before dessert?” His brow arched, tone smooth but carrying that undertone of silly, familiar Kai. “Not a chance in hell. Especially not when I already know what dessert is.”

Lennon laughed, quick and bright, her head tipping back for just a second before she reined it in, shaking her head at him. “God, you’re impossible.” But there was no bite behind it. No walls. Just that glow she couldn’t quite smother even if she tried.

She slid her fork into his salmon anyway, eyes flashing at the mock outrage on his face as she stole a bite right in front of him. “Mm. Best salmon I’ve had outside a five-star place,” she said with deliberate exaggeration, lips curving as she chewed. “There. Happy? You’re officially a culinary god and devastatingly attractive while eating. Don’t let it go to your head.”

Her foot brushed his again, firmer this time, no accident. It stayed there while she sipped her wine, the firelight painting her in gold. And when she set the glass down, her voice softened. “And just so you know, Mercer? Dessert’s not the only thing keeping me here tonight.”

She leaned forward across the table, chin resting on her hand as she smirked, sweet but sharp enough to still feel like her. “So if you were hoping for me to bolt before you unveil whatever ridiculous finale you’ve planned, you’re stuck with me. At least until you explain what you think counts as dessert.”

Her brows lifted, teasing. “Which, knowing you, could mean anything from crème brûlée to you pulling out a guitar and serenading me like it’s 2012. And I’m telling you right now, if it’s the second one, I will throw you in the pool.”

Lennon narrowed her eyes as Kai got that too-pleased look on his face — the one that always spelled trouble. She twirled her fork once in the air like a warning wand.

“Mercer,” she drawled, leaning back in her chair, “if you think I’m sitting through an acoustic encore of your greatest hits, you’ve officially lost your mind. I’ll dunk you myself, dress shoes and all.”

But her grin betrayed her, pulling wider when he only looked smugger. She kicked his foot under the table, this time deliberate, a firm nudge that lingered. “Don’t test me. I know you’ve still got that old Taylor in the closet somewhere, and I refuse to be serenaded after salmon. There are limits to what a girl will tolerate, even when the food is this good.”

Her fork clinked down onto the plate, the playfulness still alive in her voice, but her eyes softened as they stayed on him. “So… what is it then? You actually made something, didn’t you?” Her smirk tilted. “Something that’s either going to blow my mind, or poison me. Which one are we betting on?”

She lifted her glass again, holding it up between them, the flicker of the fire catching in the Bordeaux like it was in her eyes. “Go on then. Impress me, Mercer. Show me what dessert looks like when it isn’t just you trying to sweet talk your way out of trouble.”

Kai stood, collecting their plates with a low whistle that was half amusement, half surrender. “For the record, Lennon Rae, you’d be lucky to get an acoustic encore of my greatest hits. That’s the kind of private concert people pay good money for.”

He disappeared into the kitchen, the clink of dishes faint against the hum of the fire. When he returned, it wasn’t with a guitar slung over his shoulder or some half-burned attempt at soufflé. It was a white bakery box, neat and square, tied off with red string.

He set it down in the middle of the table like it was a trump card, sliding into his chair with that maddening, boyish grin. “Relax. I didn’t make this. I learned my lesson after the ‘charred brownie incident of 2014.’” He popped the lid open and turned the box so she could see: two perfect slices of strawberry shortcake, layers bright and unapologetically sweet.

“Before you start,” he said, lifting his fork in mock defense, “yes, I could’ve gone with something fancy. Something French, something with fire involved. But…” He paused, softer now, eyes holding hers. “This used to be your order at midnight when we were kids and had no business sneaking into that diner. You always said it was better than birthday cake. So I figured—maybe I finally get points for remembering.”

He handed her a fork, the playfulness slipping back in as he leaned across the table. “And don’t worry, I’ve already got a running list of the other desserts I could try to whip up next time—lava cake disasters, flan catastrophes, possibly a s’mores tower if I can bribe someone with a blowtorch.”

His grin crooked wider. “But vanish before strawberry shortcake? C’mon, Rae. Even I’m not that dumb.”

He tapped his fork lightly against hers like a toast, still watching her with that steady patience she wasn’t used to from him. “So. You gonna share this one with me, or am I about to lose round two of food theft tonight?”

Lennon froze when the box landed on the table, her mouth already curved into some smartass remark — and then she actually saw what was inside.

Her chest tightened before she could stop it. Strawberry shortcake. Messy layers of cream and berries, the kind of thing that didn’t belong in a glossy dinner spread but belonged to her. To them. Midnight booths, chipped mugs of coffee, her swinging her legs under the seat while he pretended not to steal bites.

“God,” she breathed, the word escaping softer than she meant it to. She laughed a little, shaking her head as if she could cover for it. “You remember that? I haven’t thought about those nights in forever.”

Her fork hovered, but instead of diving in, she looked at him — really looked. The grin, sure, but the way he was holding himself quieter now, waiting, giving her space to feel it. It knocked something loose in her chest.

“You’re ridiculous,” she muttered, though there wasn’t an ounce of bite in it. Her smile was small, real, curling as she tapped her fork against his with a clink that felt a little like surrender. “And maybe a little smarter than I give you credit for.”

She scooped up a bite, the strawberries bleeding sweet against the cream, and hummed when it hit her tongue. “Still better than birthday cake,” she admitted around the fork, eyes narrowing like she hated giving him the win. “Damn it, Mercer. You’re actually good at this.”

Her foot brushed his again under the table, slower this time, lingering instead of retreating. She pointed her fork at him, cheeks warming even as her grin tilted sly. “But don’t think this means I’m sharing. You want more than two bites, you’re gonna have to fight me for it.”

Kai’s grin tugged wider at her threat, but it wasn’t that cocky boyish thing she used to know. This was quieter, prouder. Like he’d actually managed to pull something off that mattered — and he knew it.

He leaned forward, fork in hand, and pointed it right back at her. “Fight you for it? Rae, I planned this whole night. I ordered the shortcake, remembered your favorite, even lit the damn pool like a Nicholas Sparks set piece. You think I’m walking away with just two polite bites? Not a chance.”

He stole a forkful before she could stop him, slow and deliberate, his eyes never leaving hers as he dragged it through the berries and cream. When he tasted it, he hummed like a man who knew exactly what he was doing. “Yep,” he said, leaning back smug but not overplaying it. “Still better than birthday cake. And I am definitely getting more than two bites.”

Her fork came up in mock defense, but his free hand reached across the table, curling gently around her wrist before she could pull the plate away. He lowered his voice, softer now. “Relax, Lennon. I’ll let you win this one. But only because watching you guard strawberry shortcake like it’s crown jewels might be my new favorite thing.”

He tapped his fork against hers again, a little toast, eyes steady on hers. “Besides,” he added, grin tilting crooked, “I didn’t just plan on dessert tonight. I planned on us having dessert. Together. And that’s a tradition I don’t intend on letting go of anytime soon.”

Then, with deliberate slowness, he slid the plate back toward her side of the table, smirk still tugging at his mouth. “Go ahead. Pretend you’re not going to cave and feed me a bite in about thirty seconds. I’ll wait.”

Lennon just stared at him for a beat, fork frozen midair, eyes narrowed like she was trying very hard not to smile — and losing.

“You,” she said slowly, “are so full of yourself, Mercer, it’s actually impressive.”

But she didn’t pull the plate back. Didn’t even flinch when his fingers brushed her wrist. If anything, she leaned into it — not noticeably, not in a way she’d admit — but enough.

Because yeah, okay. He remembered the shortcake. He lit the pool. He said us like it was the most casual thing in the world, like he hadn’t shattered her with that word once before. And still — here she was. Heart thudding too hard for something this small, cheeks warm with something that wasn’t just the firelight.

“You really planned the whole night just for a bite of my dessert?” she asked, her tone teasing, but soft around the edges now. “Should’ve led with that. Could’ve saved yourself a salmon and two oven mitts.”

Her fork hovered again. Then — with the world’s most dramatic sigh — she scooped a bite of shortcake and held it out to him, leaning just far enough forward to meet him halfway.

“Alright, fine,” she said, smirk tugging at the corner of her mouth. “But if I feed you this, it does not mean I’m falling for your soft-eyed, candlelight nostalgia act.”

She paused. Looked right at him. And the smirk slipped, just slightly.

“…Even if it’s working.”

Then, a little quieter: “Open up, rockstar. Before I change my mind and eat the whole damn thing myself.”

Kai didn’t even try to hide his smile. Not this time. Not when she was sitting across from him, fork extended like a dare, pretending she wasn’t giving him more than just a bite of shortcake.

He leaned in, slow, letting the moment stretch like he had all the time in the world. His hand brushed hers again — deliberate this time — as he closed the last inch of space and took the bite right off her fork.

For a beat, he didn’t speak. Just chewed, watching her with that same steady focus that used to make her want to roll her eyes, except now it was gentler. More certain. He licked a stray bit of cream from his lip before letting out a low hum, dramatic and satisfied.

“Worth every oven mitt,” he said finally, voice warm with a laugh under it. “And for the record? I’d burn through a hundred more if it meant you’d feed me dessert like this.”

He leaned back just enough to smirk, but there was softness threading through it — not the sharp-edged arrogance she used to know, but something steadier. “So go ahead, Rae. Pretend you’re immune to the candlelight nostalgia act. I’ll let you.”

His foot nudged hers again under the table, playful, but his gaze didn’t waver. “Because between us, I don’t need the whole shortcake anyway.” His smile curved, quiet but sure, like he was letting her in on a secret. “Just the part you’re willing to share.”

Lennon didn’t speak.

She just set her fork down with a quiet clink and pushed her chair back, the soft scuff of her boots against the floor the only sound in the room. She moved around the table, slow and certain, her gaze fixed on him like she’d already made up her mind.

Kai didn’t move.

Not when she stepped close, not when she sat in his lap like it was the most natural thing in the world. One arm slipped around his shoulders, the other resting gently on his chest, palm warm over the steady beat of his heart.

Her fingers drifted up to his jaw.

She touched him like he was something rare — like she was learning his face all over again, every angle and edge changed by time but still achingly familiar. Her thumb traced the faint crease beside his mouth, the subtle lines that hadn’t been there when they were young.

But he wore them like stories.

Like proof.

“You got older,” she said, quiet and unguarded, her voice threading between awe and something deeper. “But somehow you look better now.”

Her hand lingered at his cheek, brushing down slowly. “I used to wonder if the boy I loved was just some version I made up. Some stage-lit, spotlight fiction.” She met his eyes again, closer now, nothing in her way. “But it’s not that. You’re him. Still. Just… grown.”

He didn’t interrupt.

Didn’t joke or deflect.

And that, maybe more than anything, made her want to believe every word he’d said tonight.

“I don’t know where this goes,” she said softly, her thumb still moving in slow circles near his collar. “But right now? I want to stay here. I want this.”

Her head dipped, just enough to press her temple to his. No show. No angle. Just her. Just him.

And the quiet, electric truth of what they still were. What they could be again.

Kai didn’t breathe for a moment. Couldn’t.

She was in his lap, her palm against his chest, her thumb grazing his jaw like he was something delicate instead of the mess he knew he’d been. And God, if she only knew what it did to him — sitting still, letting her see him like this. No stage lights, no cameras, no rehearsed grin. Just him.

Her words landed heavy, a confession wrapped soft but edged with truth. He felt them slip under his ribs, settle somewhere permanent. You got older. Better. Still him. Grown. He wanted to tell her he’d been afraid of the opposite for years — that she’d look at him and only see the boy who hadn’t been enough, who left her clutching silence where his voice should’ve been. But she didn’t. She was here, in his lap, touching the lines time had carved into him like they weren’t failures but proof.

So he leaned into it. Into her.

His hand found her thigh, slow, anchoring her there as if to say you’re not imagining this, you’re not holding a ghost. The other slid around her waist, fingers pressing lightly at her back, feeling the steady warmth of her against him. He let his nose brush her temple before he kissed her there — unhurried, reverent — the way he should’ve years ago when he only knew how to kiss like he was running out of time.

“Rae,” he murmured against her skin, voice low, steady, threaded with something unshakable. “You don’t have to wonder anymore. Not about who I am. Not about where I’ll be when the lights go out. I’m right here. And I’m staying.”

He pulled back just enough to meet her eyes, close enough that her breath was still warm on his lips. The firelight caught her, softened her edges, and for a second he thought he might forget every clever thing he ever knew how to say. But then his mouth curved — not a performance, just him, aching and steady and hers.

“You want this?” he asked, voice gentler now, thumb brushing along her hip like he couldn’t stop touching her. “So do I. All of it. The waffles, the salmon, the fights over strawberries, the mornings where I burn the coffee on accident. Every ordinary thing I was too dumb to give you before. That’s what I want now. That’s all I want.”

He pressed his forehead to hers, breath mingling in the quiet, and let the words land in the space between them — not promises, not performance, just proof.

“You’ve always been it, Lennon. And I swear to God, I’ll spend as long as it takes showing you I mean it.”

Then he kissed her — not hungry, not desperate, but slow. Certain. Like permanence itself.

Lennon didn’t flinch. Didn’t waver.

She let the kiss settle into her — not just on her lips, but somewhere deeper, somewhere older. It was the kind of kiss she’d stopped letting herself believe in, the kind that came with weight and warmth and the quiet ache of something real. And when it broke, when he pulled just far enough to breathe again, she didn’t speak right away.

She just looked at him.

Really looked.

At the firelight catching the flecks of silver near his temples. At the quiet resolve sitting in the corners of his mouth. At the eyes that used to sparkle with too much charm and now held something steadier — something that didn’t want to impress her, just hold her.

Her fingers brushed along the back of his neck, slow and tender, as her other hand slid from his jaw to rest flat over his heart again.

“I believe you,” she said, voice barely above a whisper, like speaking too loud might break the moment. “I do.”

She blinked once, slowly, and let herself smile — not cautious this time. Not guarded.

“I’m all in, Kai.”

The words sat in the space between them like a promise. No conditions. No ifs. Just the truth.

“I don’t need some perfect version of what we were. I don’t want the fantasy. I want this — the actual you. The older, better, steady, burn-the-coffee you.” Her voice caught a little, but she smiled through it. “Because the truth is… I never stopped carrying you with me. Even when I tried.”

She shifted just enough to press a kiss to his cheek — soft, reverent, slow — and let her forehead rest against his again, hand still over his chest like it belonged there.

“I’m tired of pretending I don’t want this. Tired of guarding my heart like I don’t already know who it beats for.”

And then, quiet but certain:

“So yeah. I’m here. I’m staying. And I’m yours — if you’ll keep being mine.”

Her lips brushed his again — once, then twice, like a seal. Like something sacred. Like she was saying yes the only way she knew how.

Lennon didn’t move at first.

Not because she didn’t want to — but because this felt like a moment worth memorizing. His breath against hers. His arms still wrapped around her like he meant it, like he wasn’t letting go this time. The way her own heart didn’t race the way it used to — it steadied. It settled. Like maybe, for once, she’d made it home.

And then?

She kissed him again.

But not soft this time.

Not shy.

Not like she was waiting to be convinced.

She shifted forward in his lap just enough to press her body closer — one arm still looped around his shoulders, the other sliding up to cradle the side of his face, her thumb brushing the corner of his mouth as her lips claimed his.

This kiss wasn’t hesitant. It was real — warm and slow and sure, deepening with the kind of tenderness that didn’t ask questions anymore. That already knew the answer.

She tilted her head, lips parting slightly as her hand guided him closer, and when he met her there — when he kissed her back like he felt it in his chest — she let out a soft sound against his mouth. Almost a laugh. Almost a breath.

It was like all the noise faded.

Like every lyric he’d ever written about her, every look they’d stolen, every almost that never made it to the finish line — had led to this one, breathless second.

And God, she was in it.

All of it.

When she finally pulled back, just enough to speak, her forehead rested against his and her eyes fluttered open, still swimming with the weight of it.

“Just so we’re clear,” she whispered, voice low and wrecked and hers, “that wasn’t a maybe. That was me saying yes — to all of it.”

Her fingers threaded lightly into his hair as she smiled, breath still brushing his lips.

“And you’re not getting that plate of shortcake back, by the way. You’ve got other things to eat first.”

Kai’s laugh came low, rough in his chest — the kind that wasn’t about being funny but about being undone. About being wrecked in the best way by the woman sitting in his lap, telling him yes with her mouth, with her hands, with her whole damn body pressed against his.

“Christ, Rae…” His voice rasped, breaking softer than he meant it to as his forehead pressed harder to hers. He felt the words she’d given him, every single one, still vibrating in his ribs like an aftershock. I’m all in. I’m yours. He thought nothing could hit harder than a stadium roaring his name — until she whispered his like it was both a prayer and a claim.

The hem of her velvet dress brushed against his trousers as she shifted, warm and soft against the sharp lines of his lap. His hands found the curve of her waist, one thumb sliding beneath the edge of her cardigan, the other steady against her thigh where sheer fabric teased under his palm. The combination nearly undid him.

“You have no idea,” he murmured, lips brushing her jaw, her cheek, the corner of her mouth before finding it again — slow at first, then deeper, tasting the vow in her kiss, stealing every soft sound she gave him. “No idea how long I’ve been waiting to hear that. To feel this again.”

Her rings caught faintly against the back of his neck as her fingers threaded into his hair, tugging lightly, pulling him closer. He groaned against her mouth, kissing her back like he needed the taste to breathe. When he finally broke, breath heavy, his smile curved wicked and warm.

“You tell me I’ve got other things to eat first,” he drawled, voice husky with the fire she lit in him, “and I swear, Rae, I will take that as a challenge.” His lips ghosted her neck, lingering there, letting her feel the smirk against her skin before softening it with a kiss — reverent and slow.

Pulling back just enough to look at her, his hands stayed locked on her hips, velvet under his fingers like temptation stitched in fabric. The firelight behind her caught the sheen of her dark hair, her crimson dress glowing like it was lit from within. But she was brighter. Always brighter.

“So let’s be clear, too,” he whispered, eyes steady, a spark threading through the low warmth of his voice. “I’m not letting you go this time. You’re mine, Rae. Always were. Always will be. And I’m damn well gonna prove it — starting tonight.”

Then his mouth was on hers again, stealing the words back, stealing her breath, like the fire wasn’t in the hearth anymore but between them — and he had no intention of putting it out.

Lennon didn’t melt — not exactly.

She anchored.

Like something inside her that had been loose for far too long suddenly snapped into place, steady and certain and right. Like the ache she hadn’t let herself name finally had a home.

His mouth on hers, his voice wrecked in that way only she could pull out of him, the feel of his hands on her hips like he didn’t need permission anymore — it wasn’t the past. It wasn’t just nostalgia. It was now. Real. Earned.

When he kissed her again, claiming and full and hungry, she didn’t flinch. She answered — one hand still tangled in the back of his hair, the other slipping down to grip the collar of his shirt, dragging him closer like her body didn’t believe he was real unless she had him everywhere.

And when he said she was his?

Her lips curved against his.

Not in protest. In promise.

She kissed him deeper, open and warm and sure, her mouth tilting to steal the words right back before they even had a chance to cool. Her thumb dragged gently across the line of his jaw as she pulled back just enough to breathe — just enough to see him again.

Kai. Older. Softer in all the places that used to be sharp. But still him. God, still him.

“You don’t have to prove anything,” she whispered, voice low and quiet like she didn’t want to risk the moment breaking. “You showed up, Kai. You stayed. And I see you.”

Her thumb swept his cheekbone, slow and reverent. “You’re not the boy I loved. You’re the man I want. And I’m not scared of you anymore.”

Then she leaned in again, forehead pressed to his, her words a murmur against his lips.

“So if this is the start? Then I want the whole damn beginning.”

Kai swore he felt the earth tilt when she said it.

Not the boy I loved. The man I want.

Christ. He almost lost it right there.

Her words burned hotter than the fire behind her, hotter than the velvet under his palms, hotter than anything he’d touched in years. His chest tightened, but not with fear — with something he hadn’t let himself taste in too long. Hunger, yes. But tethered to awe. To her.

He didn’t answer with words. Couldn’t.

He kissed her like he was staking a claim, slow at first, then deeper — his tongue sliding against hers, his hand leaving her waist to drag up her thigh, sheer fabric giving way under his palm until he was gripping her bare skin. She gasped into his mouth, just enough for him to take advantage, to swallow it down like he needed it more than air.

“Fuck,” he muttered against her mouth, lips trailing to her jaw, then her throat, tasting the skin he used to only dream about. He kissed there, open-mouthed and slow, letting his teeth scrape just enough to make her breath catch. His hand slid higher, fingers brushing the lace hem beneath the velvet, and it nearly undid him.

“You want a beginning?” His voice was rough, reverent, his forehead pressed to hers as his thumb stroked circles into the skin of her thigh. “Then it’s not just a beginning, Rae. It’s every chapter. Every page. Every damn word we never got to write.”

He kissed her again, harder this time, deep and demanding — the kind of kiss that didn’t leave room for maybe, that said mine without ever saying it. His free hand cupped her jaw, angling her mouth to his, taking more, giving more, until she let out that soft sound he remembered and craved in the same breath.

And when he finally pulled back, both of them wrecked and gasping, he smirked — ruined and reverent all at once.

“So tell me right now,” he whispered, lips brushing hers, voice molten, “am I allowed to take you upstairs? Or do I ruin that velvet dress right here in front of the fire?”

Lennon didn’t answer right away.

She let the moment breathe — slow and charged — like a held note in a song only they knew. Her hand rose again, soft against his jaw, fingers tracing the faint lines time had drawn across his face. He’d aged like a lyric rewritten in better ink — deeper, more deliberate, and somehow more beautiful for the years that had carved him.

He still had the eyes of the boy she fell in love with. But the man looking back at her now?

He was hers — if she said yes.

And she did.

Lennon leaned in, kissed him slow — not like surrender, but like permission finally granted. Like flipping open a book she’d kept sealed for a decade and whispering, Start here.

When she pulled back, her breath ghosted against his mouth.

“You want to ruin the dress?” she said, mouth brushing his like punctuation. “Do it in a way I’ll remember tomorrow. And the next day. And every breath after that.”

Then she smiled — not coy, not fragile — but like a woman who had finally stopped waiting for permission.

Her hand settled over his heart, steady now. Like she was grounding herself to him, and him to her.

“You always were a wildfire,” she murmured, her voice lower now, threaded with heat and clarity. “Beautiful. Reckless. Dangerous if I got too close.”

She paused, thumb brushing just under his collarbone.

“But I’m not here to watch you burn this time. I’m here to walk into the heat with you.”

She kissed him again, slower this time — not a spark, but a match struck with intent.

And when she finally spoke again, it was quiet. Final.

“Take me upstairs, Kai.”

And just like that, the rest of the night didn’t feel like a risk.

It felt like a beginning.

Kai didn’t hesitate.
Didn’t joke.
Didn’t cover the crackle in his chest with charm the way he might have years ago.

He just stood, slow and sure, keeping her anchored in his arms like she belonged there. Velvet brushed his palms, warm skin beneath it making his pulse riot, but his stride never faltered. He kissed her once more — deep, claiming — before breaking just enough to murmur against her lips,

“Careful what you ask for, Rae. I don’t plan on letting you forget a second of it.”

Her laugh ghosted over his mouth, low and wrecked, and it made him harder than he wanted to admit. But he kept it smooth, steady, carrying her toward the stairs as the firelight threw them in silhouette against the walls. Her legs wrapped around his waist, her rings glinting as her hands slid through his hair, tugging just enough to test his restraint.

He made it up each step like it was deliberate — not rushed, not sloppy. Controlled. Because this wasn’t just hunger. It was reverence. It was ten years of silence combusting into a promise he intended to keep.

At the landing, he paused, pinning her gently against the wall with his hips, letting her feel the full weight of what she was doing to him. His mouth traced along her throat, slow and indulgent, teeth grazing that spot he remembered, the one that had always undone her.

“Upstairs,” he whispered, lips dragging against her skin, voice low and ruined. “But make no mistake, Lennon — the second that door shuts, you’re mine. Not just tonight. Not just for the fire. For good.”

Her answer was another kiss — fierce, breathless, her body arching into his like she was already gone for him.

And with that, Kai pushed off the wall and carried her the rest of the way, the sound of her soft gasp in his ear and the creak of the bedroom door opening like the beginning of a new verse — one he had every intention of singing into her skin until morning.

Lennon barely remembered the stairs.

Just the way his arms stayed steady beneath her. The way the wall caught her breath when he did. The way her name sounded in his mouth — not as a question this time, but a vow.

And God, the way he looked at her. Like she was gravity. Like she’d always been gravity.

Her legs stayed locked around his waist, not from desperation, but because it felt natural now — inevitable, maybe. She hadn’t wrapped herself around him to chase something. She was holding on because she was done running.

His lips at her throat made her gasp, but it wasn’t surprise. It was memory. Muscle-deep and dizzying. His voice poured against her like smoke and velvet, and when he said mine, she didn’t flinch.

She leaned into it.

Let her hands curl tighter in his hair, let her teeth scrape his jaw as her answer. She could feel the restraint in his body — how he held her without letting go, how he kissed her without losing control — and it wrecked her. Because this wasn’t a boy trying to prove something. This was a man who already knew what he had in his arms.

Her mouth found his again just before the door opened behind them, and she kissed him like punctuation — sharp, certain, the kind of kiss that left no room for doubt.

“You want all of me?” she whispered against his lips, hips shifting with slow defiance. “You already have it.”

Then she smiled — not smug, not sweet, but sovereign. A woman who knew exactly what she was choosing. Who she was choosing.

“And tomorrow?” she added, her breath ghosting hot over his cheek. “You’ll still have it. Every day after that, too. So take your time, Kai. Burn slow. I’m not going anywhere.”

She let her forehead rest against his as the bedroom swallowed them whole — not in shadows, but in heat. In promise. In permanence.

And as he carried her across the threshold, Lennon didn’t think about what they’d lost.

She thought only of what they were about to claim.

Kai didn’t rush.

He wanted to. God, every inch of him ached to. The way she shifted against him, the way her words licked at the edges of his control — it lit him up from the inside. But he held steady, carrying her like she was the only thing he’d ever been meant to hold.

The door shut behind them with a soft click, and the sound curled through him like a promise sealed. He set her down onto the bed not with haste, but with reverence — like placing something rare where it belonged. Velvet fanned out against his sheets, her dark hair spilling around her face like he’d dreamed it would for years.

For a moment, he just looked.

His thumb dragged slowly along the inside of her thigh, barely there, enough to make her breath hitch. His mouth followed — jaw, throat, the line of her collarbone — each kiss lingering like he was memorizing her all over again, branding her into him one mark at a time.

“You want slow?” he murmured against her skin, voice wrecked and reverent. His lips ghosted down the curve of her shoulder, his hand smoothing the hem of her dress higher with patient insistence. “Then I’m going to take my time with every inch of you, Rae. Until tomorrow. Until every damn day after.”

Her fingers found his shirt, tugging, nails scraping his chest through the fabric, but he only smirked against her skin, shaking his head as he peeled it off himself — smooth, controlled, a man who wasn’t giving up the pace. Not yet.

Because this wasn’t about frenzy.

This was about reclaiming her.

When his mouth met hers again, it was slower, deeper — heat wound into restraint. He kissed her like a man starved, yes, but also like one who knew the feast wasn’t going anywhere. That she wasn’t going anywhere.

And when her hands slid down his back, urging, daring, he caught her wrists gently, pinning them above her head against the mattress. His eyes burned down into hers, his breath hot against her parted lips.

“Burn slow,” he echoed, voice rough silk. “But make no mistake, Lennon. I’m still going to set you on fire.”

And then he kissed her again — unhurried, devastating, every bit of restraint only turning the heat higher.

God, he was ruining her — not with speed, not with force, but with intention. Every kiss. Every pause. Every way he didn’t rush her.

It would’ve been easier, maybe, if he had.

But this? This was worship disguised as touch. This was Kai Mercer — the man who used to kiss her like he was running out of time — now kissing her like he finally had all of it.

And Lennon felt it everywhere.

In the way his hands mapped her like a chart he already knew by heart but wanted to study anyway. In the way he looked at her — not with hunger first, but recognition. Like she was the answer to a question he hadn’t dared ask out loud until now.

When he pinned her wrists above her head, her breath caught — not from fear, not from surprise, but from the flood of everything. Control, yes, but also reverence. Like he wasn’t holding her down. He was holding her in place — steadying her so she could finally stop spinning.

“Kai,” she breathed, half-laugh, half-prayer, her eyes burning into his. “You realize I was already on fire the second you looked at me like that.”

Her smile turned slower then. Less teasing. More honest. It pulled at the corner of her mouth like a secret finally safe to share.

“You could’ve had me messy,” she whispered. “You could’ve had me rushed and reckless like before.”

She leaned up as far as she could with her arms still caught in his grip, brushing her mouth against his, soft and sure.

“But instead,” she murmured, “you’re choosing to undo me.”

Her hips shifted beneath him, subtle but insistent, velvet slipping higher. “So don’t stop. Not even when I beg.”

And then she kissed him — slow, matching his pace, but deeper. Bolder. Like she was done being held back by history, and ready to rewrite the story in sweat and breath and his name.

Her mouth still on his, Lennon shifted under him, wrists slipping free from his grip — not to pull away, but to pull him closer.

She hooked her fingers into the hem of his shirt and tugged, slow at first, then with purpose, breaking the kiss just long enough to drag the fabric up and over his head. The fabric clung for half a second — like even the shirt wasn’t ready to give him up — before it fell somewhere behind them.

God.

He was beautiful.

Not just in the way that made fans scream or magazines fawn — no, this was hers. Broad chest, a scar low on his rib she hadn’t known before, the way his muscles tensed beneath her touch like his body was still learning how to be seen like this again.

But what stopped her breath was how much of him hadn’t changed at all.

The slope of his shoulder. The dimple in his left pec when he smirked. That faint line down his stomach like a sentence unfinished.

She dragged her fingertips over it — reverent, aching — before her palms flattened against his chest. He was warm. Solid. Real. And the second her nails scraped down, just enough to leave a mark, he shuddered.

“Still perfect,” she whispered, voice gone ragged around the edges. “Just… grown into it.”

And then her fingers curled. Not soft this time — claiming. She pressed her nails into his chest, just enough to make him gasp against her mouth. Just enough to feel how much he was holding back.

“You don’t have to be gentle, Mercer,” she breathed, lips brushing his jaw, her breath hot against his skin. “Not tonight. Not with me.”

Then she arched up, velvet brushing between them, her mouth finding his again — deeper this time, darker, hungrier. Her hands didn’t stop moving — one gripping his shoulder, the other digging in again over his heart like she could brand her name into him if she just held tight enough.

“Kai,” she whispered against his lips, voice shaking with want and something bigger. “Show me.”

Her wish was command.

And Kai wasn’t the kind of man to ignore a command like that — not from her.

His breath left him in a ragged rush as her nails pressed into his chest, as those words cut straight through every ounce of restraint he’d been clinging to. He’d been gentle. Careful. Patient. But the moment she said not tonight, not with me—

Christ.

The leash snapped.

His hands slid down her sides with deliberate heat, tracing velvet and skin until he found the hem of her dress. He didn’t yank — no, not yet. He bunched the fabric slowly, dragging it higher, higher, until his palms slid against bare thigh and the soft heat of her skin. He wanted her gasping not because he rushed, but because he savored. Because she’d feel just how long he’d been waiting.

“You think I don’t know I’m ruining you?” he murmured, voice low and rough, lips ghosting her ear as his hand slipped higher still. “That’s the point, Lennon. To take you apart so slow you feel it tomorrow. And the day after. Until you can’t think of anything else.”

Her hips arched into him, answering with defiance and fire, and it tore a groan from his chest — raw, unfiltered. He caught her mouth again, but this kiss wasn’t careful. It was claiming, a collision that stole her breath and gave her back something wilder. His tongue slid against hers, heat and hunger coiled tight, and when she moaned into him, it was all he could do not to lose himself right there.

The dress came higher in his grip, his knuckles grazing the edge of lace. He pulled back just enough to see her eyes, pupils blown wide, lips kiss-swollen and glistening. God, she was a vision. His. Always his.

“You begged me once,” he said, words molten, thumb pressing into her hip as he pinned her against the sheets, “but not like this. Not knowing I’d give you every damn thing you asked for.”

He kissed her again, but lower this time — her jaw, her throat, her collarbone. Each press was slower, hotter, his teeth grazing, his tongue soothing after. He marked a path down, down, until her back arched and her fingers tangled in his hair.

“Second dessert,” he rasped against her skin, lips brushing just above her breast. His grin was wicked, reverent, hungry all at once. “Finally.”

And then he gave in — no more holding back, no more pretending this was anything but the firestorm it had always been. His mouth traced down her body with the patience of a man intent on worship and the hunger of one who knew he might never stop once he started.

Because she’d asked him to show her.

And Kai planned on showing her everything.

Lennon didn’t just feel worshipped — she felt rewritten.

Every brush of his mouth, every drag of his hands, every reverent promise tucked between breaths — it wasn’t just about want anymore. It was about time. About the weight of a decade collapsing into a single night, the kind of night where everything felt stitched back together, moment by moment, skin to skin.

Her hand slid into his hair, anchoring him there, thumb sweeping across the back of his neck like muscle memory. He felt different now — older, broader, the sharp edges worn into something stronger. But the way he looked up at her?

God.

That was still the same boy she’d fallen for under city lights and stage noise. Except now he kissed like he had something to prove — not just desire, but devotion.

“You think I’m gonna forget this?” she breathed, voice low and uneven as her fingers dragged down his back. “You could carve me from marble and I’d still remember what this felt like.”

Her legs shifted around him, drawing him closer, velvet twisting beneath them like smoke. Her nails found his shoulder blades, then his waist, pulling him deeper into the gravity of her. This wasn’t the kind of fire you ran from. This was the kind you built a home in.

“You waited,” she whispered, forehead pressed to his, lips brushing his with the kind of softness that shook. “So did I.”

And in that moment — breathless, burning, entirely undone — she stopped bracing for heartbreak.

Because this time?

This time she wasn’t surviving him.

She was choosing him.

All in.

Always.

Lennon’s breath stilled at the base of her throat — not out of hesitation, but reverence.

The weight of him above her, the years behind them, the promise in his hands — it all threaded together like a lyric she’d never forgotten. Her palm flattened against his chest, fingertips tracing the line of his sternum down, down, until they hovered at his waistband.

Her gaze didn’t falter.

She wanted him to see it — not just the want, but the choice. The trust. The knowing.

She murmured, voice low and wrecked and just for him, “Let me.”

Her fingers found the button, deft and deliberate. Not rushed. Not trembling. This wasn’t about frenzy — it was about claiming what had always felt unfinished. The metal clicked open, soft and final, and her thumb skimmed the line just beneath, teasing along the fabric as she watched him exhale like he’d been holding that breath for years.

She smiled — not coy, not innocent, but certain.

“You’re not the only one who remembers how to worship, Kai.”

And then she leaned up, mouth at his jaw, tracing along his neck as her hands pushed the fabric down inch by inch, dragging every second out like a vow. No more waiting. No more wondering.

Just this.

Just them.

Made new. Together.

Kai had thought about this.
Hell, he’d dreamed about it, every night he let himself slip.

But nothing—nothing—prepared him for the reality of her.

Her lips wrapped around him, slow at first, deliberate, and Kai’s entire body went taut, like a live wire pulled too tight. His hand curled in her hair, not to force, not to control, but to feel—to anchor himself in the proof that this wasn’t a memory or a fever dream.

And when her tongue flicked against him, tracing down his length with maddening patience, his hips betrayed him—jerking, shallow, a ragged growl clawing free of his chest.

“Fuck, Lennon…”

The sound was half warning, half plea.

She didn’t falter. If anything, she leaned into it—taking more of him, inch by inch, until Kai was gripping the headboard with one hand just to keep from thrusting too deep, too fast. His thighs trembled beneath her touch, a muscle-deep shudder betraying how close he already was.

“Look at me,” he rasped again, voice cracked and dangerous. And when she tilted her eyes up at him—lips stretched around him, devotion written in the heat of her gaze—Kai broke.

A guttural moan ripped out of him, his head slamming back against the wall, throat exposed, jaw tight. He dragged his hand down the back of her neck, gentle but desperate, guiding her rhythm even as she set her own.

Her mouth was velvet fire, her pace a cruel devotion—slow enough to undo him, skilled enough to keep him teetering at the edge. And when she hollowed her cheeks, sliding down until his breath fractured into something primal, Kai’s hips stuttered.

“Jesus Christ—” His voice cracked, rough and reverent, like a prayer swallowed by a groan. “You have no fucking idea what you’re doing to me.”

She smiled against him, lips curving as she pulled back just enough to tease—just enough to make him see that yes, she knew exactly what she was doing. Her hand replaced her mouth for a moment, pumping slow, twisting at the head with a slick drag that made his vision blur. And then, as if she couldn’t bear to leave him aching, she sank her mouth back down—deep, unrelenting.

Kai lost the thread of his breath. Lost every curse, every vow, every lyric he’d ever written.

The only word left was her name, torn from him again and again, rough with disbelief and devotion.

“Lennon… Lennon…”

His hips betrayed him, rolling deeper into her mouth now, no longer able to hold back. Not forceful—never forceful—but unrestrained, surrendering to the worship she gave so freely. His hand tightened in her hair, his other gripping the sheet until the fabric screamed.

He looked down at her again—her lips glistening around him, her eyes dark and locked on his—and he knew.

He was done.

“God, baby…” His voice was ragged, unrecognizable, wrecked. “If you keep looking at me like that—I’m not gonna last.”

And it was true. His body was coiled, every nerve burning, his control shattered in the heat of her mouth. He wanted to drag it out, to memorize every second, but Lennon was pulling the choice right out of him with every slow, perfect slide of her lips.

He was hers now. Entirely. Irrevocably.

And Kai Mercer—man, myth, frontman, wildfire—was about to fall apart for her.

Lennon wiped her mouth with the back of her hand, slow and sure, eyes never leaving his.

Kai was kneeling on the bed in front of her, ruined and gorgeous — chest rising hard with every breath, his hair a wild mess from her fingers, his eyes dark and dazed like she’d just rewritten his entire belief system.

Good.

She sat back on her heels, letting him look. Letting him feel every second of the power shift.

Then she rose to her knees too, coming in close. Her fingers skimmed his jaw first — slow, reverent — then dragged back into the curls at the nape of his neck, anchoring him there like she’d tethered him to gravity itself.

“Kai Mercer,” she whispered, and his name hit the air like a promise and a warning all at once.

“You said I’d feel it tomorrow.”

She leaned in, brushing her lips just shy of his. His breath caught like a prayer between them.

“So will you.”

Before he could speak — before he could even think — she kissed him. Slow. Certain. Deep enough to tilt the axis of the room.

Her hand slid down, over the lines of his stomach, back to where she’d left him aching. She curled her fingers around him again, and this time, she didn’t tease.

She took.

With purpose. With rhythm. With the kind of control that made him groan low into her mouth, one hand bracing on the mattress, the other instinctively finding her hip like he needed to hold on to something before he fell apart again.

“You’re not the only one who knows how to ruin,” she whispered against his lips, her hand still working him in slow, devastating strokes. “So let me, Kai. Let me show you how it feels.”

And he let her.

Head bowed.

Breath ragged.

Heart wide open.

Because if there was one truth left between them tonight, it was this:

Lennon Rae didn’t beg anymore.

She commanded.

And Kai — every part of him — obeyed.

God, she was killing him.

Her hand was merciless — slow enough to keep him suspended, skilled enough to drag every sound out of his chest until he didn’t recognize his own voice anymore. He could feel himself hardening again under her touch, blood roaring back like she’d called it home, every nerve raw and ready.

And the worst part? He let her.
He let her ruin him, let her work him into readiness, let her smirk against his mouth because she knew what she was doing.

But when her thumb pressed against the head just right and his hips bucked, when her whisper hit his ear like sin and salvation tangled together —

That was it.

The leash snapped.

Kai growled — deep, low, guttural — and in a single motion he caught her wrist, stopping her strokes mid-ruin. He didn’t give her time to react before he shifted, fast and sharp, pinning her to the mattress beneath him with his mouth crashing against hers.

No more restraint. No more patience.

She told him not to be gentle — and Kai Mercer always delivered.

His kiss was rough now, all teeth and hunger, devouring her mouth like he’d starved for a decade. His hands were everywhere at once — gripping her hip, dragging up her side, tugging at fabric with the kind of urgency that made the seams scream.

Her dress didn’t stand a chance.

He yanked it down off her shoulder, teeth scraping the newly bare skin before he tore it the rest of the way over her head. The sound of fabric hitting the floor was drowned out by the sound he made when he saw her — flushed, heaving, breathtaking in nothing but lace that was about to be history.

“Fuck, Lennon…” His voice cracked against her collarbone as he kissed down, down, finding the swell of her breast, nipping just enough to make her gasp. “You think I can be gentle now?”

He didn’t wait for an answer. His hand slid under the band of her panties, knuckles brushing heat, and then he ripped them down, dragging the lace down her thighs and tossing it away like it had no right to be between them.

She was bare under him now. His.

Kai’s chest heaved as he looked at her, hovering for just a second — jaw tight, eyes wild, muscles coiled like a predator seconds before the strike.

“You wanted me unrestrained?” he rasped, voice gone dark and broken with want. His fingers dug into her thigh as he spread her open beneath him.

“Then you’d better hold on.”

No space. No pause. No reprieve.

Kai drove into her in one sharp, brutal thrust — so deep, so sudden, her gasp turned into a broken cry against his mouth. His own groan tore out of him, muffled in the kiss, guttural and wrecked as her body clamped around him like she’d been waiting just as long.

He didn’t let her adjust. Didn’t give her the mercy of time.

Because she’d told him not to.

His hips set a pace that bordered on savage, each snap forward rocking the bedframe, dragging her higher against the sheets. But his hands—God, his hands—were everywhere.

One gripping her thigh, spreading her wider, thumb dragging fire over the inside of her skin.
One palming her breast, thumb rolling hard over her nipple until she arched.
Then down again—his hand slipping lower, pressing against her clit with a rough, perfect rhythm that matched the relentless drive of his hips.

Every stroke was a command. Every touch, a demand.

Her nails clawed at his back, sharp enough to draw lines, but he only groaned into it, thrusting harder, pressing his fingers harder, worshipping and wrecking her in the same breath.

Her body trembled under him, the sound of her moans fracturing into something desperate, but he didn’t let her fall. Not yet.

Kai’s jaw tightened, sweat running down his temple as he ground into her, pushing her further, deeper, holding her just shy of breaking.

Because tonight wasn’t about release.

It was about ruin.

And God help them both—he wasn’t done.

Her breath caught — a sharp, ragged intake — as he filled her. As if the years had carved out space for him and him alone, and now that he was here, everything else fell quiet.

It wasn’t pain.

It was pressure.

Weight and heat and memory crashing into her at once — like a storm she’d watched roll in from a distance, knowing it would break over her eventually.

Her fingers dug into his back, clutching like she could hold the moment steady, like she could tether herself to the one person who had always known how to split her open and put her back together in the same breath.

And Kai — God, Kai moved like a man who understood the language of her body better than he ever had words. Each thrust was deliberate. Deep. Measured not in speed but in depth — not just of touch, but of feeling. Like he was trying to memorize the shape of her soul through the echo of her skin.

She moaned — not sweet, not delicate, but raw. From her chest, from somewhere deeper. It wasn’t just the friction. It was the way he stretched her, filled her, made her feel seen in a way that had nothing to do with light.

He groaned into her neck, the sound low and guttural — the kind of sound that came from a man trying not to fall apart. But he didn’t slow. He pressed deeper, again and again, like he was chasing something holy in her — and maybe he was. Maybe they both were.

She arched into him, gasping as sensation crashed through her like lightning meeting water, flooding every edge.

“Kai—” she breathed, his name a prayer and a warning.

Every motion of his hips felt like gravity itself — not brutal, not careless, but relentless. Like the pull of the tide. Like the world had finally tilted back into place and it was him, always him, keeping her tethered to the earth.

The stretch of him was maddening — her body drawn tight around him, each inch pushing her further apart in the most devastating, beautiful way. It wasn’t just the thickness of him, the way he filled her to the edge of breaking — it was the way he moved, the quiet fury in it, the reverence disguised as ruin.

Her nails raked down his back, not gentle, not apologetic. She needed to feel him under her hands — muscle and heat and history. She needed the proof that he was real, that this wasn’t some cruel echo of a night she’d imagined too many times before.

He grunted into her skin when she clawed again, and the sound shot through her like a match to dry paper.

She met him now — hips rising, matching the rhythm he set, as if her body remembered him better than her mind ever could. It wasn’t about pace anymore. It was communion. Worship. Something ancient and aching and made only for them.

And when his hand slipped between them again — fingers finding that aching, burning center — she gasped so sharply it broke open in a moan.

Pressure coiled in her belly like a storm on the edge of the sky. Every nerve screamed for release. Every muscle locked down, trembling under the intensity of being wanted like this. Known like this.

Kai felt it — the quake of her body, the way her muscles clamped around him like she was seconds from shattering. Her breath hitched, raw and jagged, her nails scoring down his back in red streaks that only made him drive harder.

“Fuck—” the word tore out of him, ragged and low against her throat, but he didn’t ease up. He couldn’t.

Not when she felt like this.
Not when she was looking at him like this.

Her body trembled beneath him, her moans broken and desperate, and still he pressed his thumb harder against her clit, circling, dragging her higher. Keeping her right there. Edge so sharp it burned.

She writhed, hips bucking into his, every motion begging and demanding all at once.

But Kai didn’t let her go.

Not yet.

His mouth found hers again, crushing, devouring, swallowing every cry she tried to give him as he drove into her deeper, slower, more punishing with each thrust. His hand tightened on her thigh, holding her open, holding her steady, forcing her to take every relentless inch of him.

Her moans grew frantic, the coil in her belly threatening to snap, but he knew—God, he knew—how to keep her there. Hovering. Trembling. Needing.

Her hips rolled to meet him, chasing her own release, and he groaned into her mouth, nearly losing the thread himself. His control was fraying, his own climax building brutal and fast, but he forced it down, focused on her, on the way she was falling apart without ever breaking.

“Not yet,” he growled against her lips, voice low, shaking with restraint. His hips slammed into hers again, deep, brutal, exact. His fingers moved faster, pressing harder, coaxing and denying in the same breath.

Lennon cried out, head tipping back, body arching tight as a bow beneath him.

And Kai—God, Kai loved it.

Every second of her undone. Every second of her ruin.

But he wasn’t giving her release. Not yet.

Because when she finally broke, it was going to be because he let her.
Because he pushed her there.
Because she gave it up to him.

Her breath caught like lightning in a storm—sudden, luminous, dangerous. Every nerve lit up, trembling on the edge of surrender, and still he didn’t let her fall.

She wasn’t sure if she wanted him to.

Kai was everywhere—his body a force of nature, his hands the gravity pinning her down, his voice wrecked and reverent in her ear like a prayer she wasn’t ready to answer. He held her there, balanced at the brink, and all she could do was burn for him.

Her nails carved into his back not in desperation, but in worship—marking him, anchoring herself to the only thing that felt real in the chaos. She was unraveling by design, and he was the architect of every gasp, every ache, every perfect denial.

“God, Kai—” she choked, voice splintered with feeling. It wasn’t a plea, not quite. More like awe. Like surrender.

She felt split open, like a star collapsing inward, heat and light and longing coiled so tightly inside her it hurt. And still, he held her just above the fall, commanding the storm instead of letting it take her.

And maybe that was the worst part.

That she trusted him to catch her when he finally let her go.

Her eyes found his—dark, wild, unflinching—and in that look, she saw everything.

Not just lust. Not just power.

But care. Intention. A man breaking himself open to prove she was worth the wreckage.

So she let go of the fight.

Of control.

Of everything.

Her voice was a whisper now, raw and certain, rising up between shattered breaths:

“Then take me there.”

The words barely left her lips before he moved.

Like her voice was the spark and he was the flame — and now there was no stopping the burn.

Kai surged into her again, all restraint gone, his rhythm deep and relentless, but still controlled — not careless, not mindless. Every thrust was a vow, every grind of his hips a litany. She felt it in her spine, in her teeth, in the back of her throat where her breath caught and stayed.

And still, he watched her.

Not just the way her mouth fell open or how her lashes fluttered — but really watched her, like he needed to see the moment she unraveled just to survive it.

Her hands gripped his shoulders now, fingers curling like she was clinging to the edge of a cliff — because that’s exactly how it felt.

She was falling.

And falling.

And falling.

Until—

It hit her like a tidal surge — white-hot, shattering, electric. Her whole body arched, toes curling, back bowing, a cry clawing from her lips that was part pleasure, part disbelief.

It was too much and not enough and exactly right, all at once.

Her pulse roared in her ears.

Her eyes squeezed shut.

And still, he didn’t stop.

Not until he followed her — low groan against her skin, hands trembling, body tensing like the wave had pulled him under too. His forehead dropped to hers, breath hot and tangled, hearts racing in unison like they’d broken the same rule and liked it too much to care.

She felt it then — not just the aftershocks in her limbs, but something quieter. Deeper.

The sense that something had shifted.

That they’d crossed a threshold they couldn’t uncross.

For a long, fragile moment, the only sound was their breathing. Ragged, uneven, slowly finding rhythm again in the hush that followed.

Lennon collapsed against him, her body still trembling with aftershocks, her face buried in the crook of his neck. Kai’s arms locked around her immediately, pulling her tight to his chest like he was afraid she’d vanish if he didn’t hold her close enough.

Her skin was hot, damp with sweat, and he pressed his lips to her hairline—soft, reverent, completely at odds with the way he’d just wrecked her. One hand smoothed over her spine, tracing the curve of her back with quiet possession until her breathing steadied against him.

They lay like that for a minute—hearts hammering, bodies tangled, the air heavy with what they’d just done.

Then Kai tilted his head, catching her mouth with his. Not rushed. Not desperate. Just deep enough to remind her that even in the quiet, he was still there. Still claiming.

When he pulled back, his voice was low, hoarse, laced with a hunger that hadn’t burned out—just banked, waiting.

“You think we’re done?” His mouth ghosted over hers, the corner of his lips curving in a dangerous little smirk. “Baby, that was only the first half.”

Her eyes flicked open, dazed but wary, and he kissed her again—slower this time, coaxing. Seducing.

Then he shifted beneath her, rolling her gently until she was straddling his hips. His palms slid up her thighs, curling around her bare skin, thumbs pressing into her flesh as he looked up at her like she was both the prize and the battlefield.

“Time to rally,” he murmured, his grin wicked, his gaze dark. “Get back on the field for the second half.”

His hands dragged higher, pushing the hem of her dress up with deliberate intent. “This time…” His voice dropped, heat curling around every word.

“…you’re on top.”

Lennon blinked down at him, still catching her breath, her pulse echoing like distant thunder in her ears. Her thighs trembled where they straddled his hips, and her hands pressed to his chest—hot and steady beneath her, like the heartbeat of something ancient and unspoken.

She let out a soft, shaky laugh, more breath than sound. Then she shook her head slowly—not in protest, but in awe. In disbelief that they were still here, wrapped in the aftermath of something that had left her completely unraveled and somehow more whole at once.

Her gaze drifted down to the bunched fabric of her dress, sticky with sweat, clinging like a memory she no longer wanted to wear. With a slow exhale, she reached for the hem and peeled it off over her head, not teasing—just tired of pretending. She let it fall somewhere behind her, forgotten.

“I need a break,” she murmured, voice still frayed at the edges. “Before we do round two.”

Then, still breathless but grounded, she shifted slightly—and he sat up beneath her. Hands met her bare back as their bodies aligned again, not with urgency, but with something quieter. Her knees rested around his waist, her chest to his, skin on skin. No barrier left.

They stayed like that for a moment, forehead to forehead, breath mingling in the silence. Not starting over. JustÂ… letting the world pause around them. Just this. Just now.

Because sometimes the most sacred thing wasnÂ’t the fire.

It was the space between the flames.

She didnÂ’t speak at first.

DidnÂ’t need to.

Not when she could feel the steady thrum of his heartbeat under her palms, not when he was looking at her like she was the only real thing in a world that never stopped spinning.

Lennon let her eyes trace him — slow, unhurried — like she was memorizing him for the first time all over again.

The sharp line of his jaw, still flushed with effort.
The dark curls at his temple, damp and curling like ivy in the heat.
The constellation of freckles on his collarbone sheÂ’d once written songs about but never admitted aloud.
The way his eyes — those storm-tossed, sea-glass eyes — had gone soft now, less fire, more tide.

God, he was beautiful.

Not in the glossy, airbrushed way the world handed out like currency. But in the way mountains were. In the way old records crackled, in the way dusk made everything feel honest for a minute.

He was ruin and comfort and gravity. And somehow, all of him belonged to her.

Her fingers drifted across his chest, not with hunger but with awe — like brushing over the cover of a book she hadn’t finished reading but already knew would break her in the best way.

“You’re gonna kill me,” she whispered, barely audible. “And I think I’d thank you for it.”

Her smile was crooked, worn at the edges, but real. So real it ached.

She leaned in, pressed a kiss to the hollow of his throat, then another to the curve of his shoulder. Gentle. Slow. Like a prayer written in skin.

Then she just stayed there — her forehead resting lightly against his, breath syncing again, letting the quiet wrap around them like a blanket.

No need to rush the next chapter.

Not when the pause felt this holy.

Kai let the silence stretch, not because he didn’t have words but because he didn’t trust them not to ruin this.

Her weight settled against him—warm, real, grounding in a way nothing else ever had been. His palms smoothed across her bare back, slow arcs that weren’t about pulling her closer but about keeping her there, like his hands had decided her skin was the only map worth following.

The storm inside him was still there—always there—but right now it felt quiet, tethered by the way her forehead rested against his. By the way her laugh, small and shaky as it was, had lit something tender in his chest he hadn’t felt in too long.

“You think I’m gonna kill you?” His voice came low, a rasp softened by the aftermath. He tilted his head just enough to catch her eyes, that crooked smile of hers still tugging at him like a tide.

He brushed his thumb over the hollow at the base of her spine, a touch more comfort than heat, and let a grin edge its way across his lips.
“Nah, Rae. I’m trying to keep you alive. Just… maybe a little ruined along the way.”

Her crooked smile deepened, and he kissed it—slow, unhurried, the kind of kiss meant for keeping, not conquering.

When he pulled back, his gaze lingered on her face like he was memorizing it, too—the stray strands of hair clinging to her damp skin, the raw flush in her cheeks, the softness that had slipped in where defiance usually lived.

God, she was everything.

Kai’s hand slid up, fingers brushing her jaw, tipping her chin so he could hold her eyes with his. “You look at me like that,” he said, voice lower now, steadier, “and I don’t care if round two takes all night. I’ll wait as long as you need.”

No rush. No push. Just promise.

He leaned in again, pressing his lips to her temple this time, lingering in the scent of her skin, the faint trace of sweat and sweetness and Lennon that had branded itself into him years ago and never left.

“Break as long as you want,” he murmured into her hair, arms tightening around her. “I’ll be here when you’re ready. Always.”

And for once, he meant every word without the armor of charm or the edge of challenge.

Because sometimes the most dangerous thing wasn’t the fire.
It was this.

The way she made him want to stay in the quiet.